My Life?

2009-09-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

One word describes it all.

Complicated

Dam sian dao, things just been banging into you when you least expect and want them.

Note to self, stay optimistic. One day it'll probably work out. Probably. Start with sorting things out, especially your own emotions and shoot down the dumb ones. Thinking about her does not make things better, but you gotta straighten yourself out first before thinking further.

Sian, today whole day rain then whole day flu+study chem = fking sian and screwed up.

Enough said, time for econs. Promos in 21 days, market structure test in 2 days. Alot more things to study, especially econs. Shuang dao~~

2009-05-10T01:01:00.005+08:00

Sian, suddenly urge to pen/type/text etc here on this dead little thing.

One thing I've learnt in jc. LIFE IS SIAN...zz

Everyday,
1. Wake up 5.40am-ish.
2. Bathe, leave house by 6.10-ish to attempt to catch the 6.08-ish bus >.>.
3. Miss bus and take the 6.20-ish bus instead.
4. Meet anwar and arif, take bus to school.
5. Lectures/tutorials entire day.
6. Reach home at 5+ unless something pops up.
7. Try my best to study, usually failing in the process.
8. Rinse and repeat for the next day.

Talk about routined. Life is sian...

For the past 1-2 weeks, everyday would come home first thing is to work on my PI. Stupid PI, 6% or so of total PW but took up more than needed of my time. Hours and hours of work thrown into that stupid crap. At least its over, handed it in on friday. One of the worst part was drawing of pictures, must have spent a total of at least 6-7 hours on paint to draw the freaking pictures.

What's more, i regret being lazy to get new ink for my printer. Had to bring thumbdrive and printPI in school. BAD IDEA. Super long queue, made worse by the stupid f*ggots who decided to hog the line by plugging in their thumbdrive and do lots of last minute editting to their PI before deciding to print. One guy actually took 10-20mins before finally printing his stupid PI. Just because of that I missed 2 lectures by queueing up. Just great..

School life isn't that great as well. I've officially lost my initial spark of enthusiasm and am having trouble even scraping back tiny pieces of it. Sigh, losing interaction with most people le. Eg. OG mates, leo club mates, even some classmates. Somehow i feel like i'm going back under a rock all over again...and starting to revert back to the other me little by little...

F***

School is just so different from secondary. Now it feels quite individual le, no more spoonfeeding as seen from PW and also no geraldo kinda frens ._.

Now it's only going to get worse. JCT's are coming up soon. GP/econs = sure fail. ther subjs may not score well, time is very restricted now. After JCT is Alevel oral for chinese. Then pw gets more intensive and must mug for EOY le. During EOY still got pw preparing oral presentation, doing that while studying for EOY. Just great... Not to mention you still have to worry about passing GP.

Bottomline: JC IS SIAN.

I could keep talking about how sian JC is...but let's stop that.

Leo Club: Very very inactive, the latest activity that was pretty important was leo camp. At least that was interesting. Lol, playing with frens concentration under the stars to end off the camp after a bbq. Funn.

Also, I'm in Free Tuition Scheme(FTS). I'm supposed to tutor a pri 6 girl for her subjects with hopes of helping her improve and prepare for her PSLE. Oh boy, i'm supposed to teach her chinese. GG lol. Lucky her chinese already quite decent, don't need me to teach. So far only met her twice and taught quite abit. Next week's her exams, wish her the best of luck.

Muay Thai: Still quite alright i guess? But i'm starting to lose interest since i have to go all the way to clarke quey because we're lacking members. Decided not to take part in competition as I probably won't be able to make it for training during june holiday with other stuff to do. Worst part is having to do muay thai with only 3-4 hours of sleep each day. That's very tiring.

Girls: Just decided to add in this section for kicks. Very tired now so anything goes. No, I must not try to go after any girl for now, especially since JC is kinda stressful with all the studying going on. Hence the need for the reminder in my pm, Girls are scary ><. What am i supposed to do then? sigh.. PS:This isn't meant to be offensive to girls, its just a reminder to myself.

General school: School without the studying part is alright. Talking with anwar and arif most of the time now and finding myself less and less surrounded by 3-7 girls at once. Would randomly start saying "siew siew siew siew.....rasengan / *makes hand signs* chhhhhhhh....chidori / *stretches arm* ban, kai. Tensa zangetsu / other random anime reference". Can't help it, its the only way to keep me sane, though its kinda ironic. The chem lecturer is also quite funny, in that I'd somehow find some mistake and have the urge to slam the table and shout "Objection!" like in phoenix wright.

OH, I'd like to dedicate one paragraph to this one person. *prepares sniper rifle*. Brian. *fires*. He's rather irritating? He would just randomly jut in to a conversation if nearby with his views, though sometimes it creates a "I don't care you know?" response in others. There was even one time when he went around asking people if they wore skinny jeans, and that he liked skinny jeans. I was like.."ok...wtf..? random much?" I'm just glad he's not in my pw group, and many others would agree as well. Good luck alvina/jireh/kimmie/shariff. You'd probably need it.

My current state of mind: non-constant. I'd be happy-go-lucky at one moment(though this hasn't happened for a while) to depressed to sianed to angry. There's only one thing to blame. Stupid JC life. zz.

Sigh, guess i should be sleeping soon. Almost 2am already, though that's already my normal sleeping time ._. Gdnitex then, whoever's reading this.

2009-03-21T21:33:00.002+08:00

Ah well, another post again i guess?

Current situation : Holidays are almost ending.

There's been a lot of holiday homework and I've been trying my best to complete it. It's hard to finish homework during holidays =\.

I've got

1. Chinese worksheet+read chinese chapter+study for test.
2. Research some "stuff" for "self-interest".

left. Ah..sian.

Anyway, been slacking a lot recently. Went to NUS on thursday to learn more about what is available. Kinda boring at certain parts, fell asleep right in front of the speaker ._. But it guess it was alright overall, lots of free refreshments every now and then =D. After that went to vivo with sheena and sonia =). Watched coming soon, quite alright scary and story wise i guess. Ain't gonna post pics. And sheena if you are reading this, don't post the act cute pic. It's dam paiseh >.>.

Friday there was class outing, but couldn't make it =\. Breakfast was meet at 10am but i overslept. Then later went to polyclinic to get my ears checked, got referred to hospital for a more detailed checkup soon. Ah well, hope i don't end up having to wear hearing aids. When i registered, I didn't have my IC with me, so the lady was very stubborn about putting as PR unless i can show my IC. Had to go back home just to get my IC to show her. Later when labels were printed to paste onto my contact card, I was printed as Female, what the heck ._.

Sigh, i don't wanna go back to school again >.<. And it's hard staying optimistic =\.

Cute picture? xD.

2009-03-07T23:23:00.003+08:00

Revival of the dead!! o.o. Ah, figured i should update this blog again. Let's give a rundown of what's happened in the past few months.

1. I had a job =D.
Worked as a waiter for banquet as stated previously. Until around 1 week or so after Olevel results.

Work was terrible >.>

Sibei sian de. Keep on serve people i feel like sometimes when serving halfway i could just fall asleep. Then quite scary also when cutting the fish. Later make a mistake then cham liao. Even worse if end up spilling stuff on customers, must end up paying for whatever you spilled on.

I broke 2-3 plates xD. Luckily not in the ballroom, inside the kitchen heng heng.

However, I made new and good friends ^^. Seemed like almost everyone was waiting for o's as well. Total amount earned also wasn't too bad, 1k+ =).

2. I got back O's.
Managed to score quite well for o levels.
English : A2
Chinese : B4
EMaths,Amaths,biology, chemistry,physics,combined humanities : A1

L1R5 = 7 - 2 = 5.

Omg, English A2. From my normal of C6, sibei tyco sia? xD
Combined humanities..stupid geog and ss, mug and mug and mug. Then exam time vomit out all the information that i memorised.

Studied first 2 themes and globalisation for ss, 5 chapters in total. Studied the model essays provided, thanks miss neo ^^. Zz, memorised 20 or 30+ essays word for word. >.<>.>. Think i remember writing until 5 pages or so altogether. Humanites = 2.4km hand sprint.

3. I played in playground all the way in tiong bahru. Not going to reveal much on this section xD.

4. I'm in jc.
Yeap, managed to get into tjc. But a little lonely though, most others went to mjc. Ah well, hope for the best in this school, make new friends etc. etc.

5. There was jc orientation.
This one was alright. There were lots and lots of games, the main one i can think of now is some flour game. You gotta run to a cone, turn 5 rounds around it then run to a tray of water. Dip your face in the water then go over the a tray of flour. Use your mouth and search for mentos xD. Oh boy, that one the station master push my face into the flour. Whole face kena until dam jialat, even into my nose a bit >.>.
Got other games which involved holding hands ._. One of them was since number of girls in my group > guys, every guy must hold hand with girls. So paiseh sia >.<. Everyday, one part of the orientation we would dance for maybe 1 hour. Only the last day was couple dance. First day i couldn't get the dance + I was extremely closed up = I stood there and stared at others. Next day got quite hyper, then after that down again. Its like on and off sia.

Last day was the most paiseh leh. My partner was serene, ah dancing with a girl is just too embarrassing >.>. I wonder how squall pulled it off... I was like, i didn't like to hold people hands cause got sweaty palms. So my first question to her was "Do you have sweaty palms?" ._. In the end the dance was okok, a bit funny though cause she kept forgetting the steps.

End of second last day of orientation we danced at suntec city. Now and then got buses with tourists coming by and we wave to them lol. In the end I ended up dancing with a different partner. Sorry serene >.<. Last day of orientation we had Onight. There was a lot of events for that, games and shows etc. I realise i was playing a lot of mind games during orientation sia xD. Wanna try? ^^

6. Angel and mortal
TJC had some kind of event thingy for valentine day. I'm somebody's angel and somebody else is my angel. Then we're supposed to give gifts to our mortals. Wasn't really bothered to give my mortal something though, weird for guy to give guy imo. o.O. Thanks angel =D.

7. Now school begins.
Everyday there's lectures and tutorials, sibei sian. Econs is kinda hard to swallow, then hope can make it for the first test next week. There's also chemistry next week and the stuff now are kinda hard le. Quite indepth.

Hope I can cope >.<.

8. PDP(Peronsal development something) a.k.a. CCA.

I'm in leo club ^^. Ok lar, at first i joined cause i couldn't find anything else interesting. Now i'm hoping i can develop an interest in helping people. Basically, leo club = voluntary help CCA. We would join for schemes like tutioning etc. Also, I'm in muay thai SIG(student interest group) ^^. Any TJC-ians(prefably J1) wanna join? >.<. Ah, was turned down my floorball cause i put as second choice >.>. Ah well.

And that brings me to today. Went all the way to bishan just do pw, which we ended up slacking. Ah...oh well.

Btw, I have a new experiment liao ^^. Goal : To become optimistic. (Ps: I'm not changing the blogskin anytime soon despite the goal, I'm lazy xD)

9. SM2 scholar
To kickstart this new goal, I signed up for this SM2 scholar thingy. For 2 weeks, i buddy with a china scholar and show him around school, bring him with me for lessons etc. Seems quite ok i guess, its good for portfolio as well ^^.

Me and my scholar xD,(I'm only doing this pose for fun >.>)

School is dead boring o.O

I like noodles xD.

My scholar looks ok right? Lol. His chinese is like dam qiang sia, study physics in chinese also. Scary ><.

Ah well, better get going soon. Dam late le.

2008-12-11T01:43:00.002+08:00

Slight update.

Currently, holiday period. Waiting for O'lvl results, probably out mid january.

Although I prefer to only think about it once i actually get my results, my preference is mjc.

I've been working recently, as a waiter for the past week or so. Not bad ba i think, not as good as other places at 6/hr but at least working with friends. Got geraldo, mingfeng and weechong, good le ba.

Working as waiter..
Basically serve people, emphasising 60% on drink service and 40% on food. Working is dam sian de, minimum time slots are at least 5hours but 5hours de pay is like so pathetic. Work OT also dam sian, become must set up tables etc for next day's stuff. Then usually will kena scolding + overshot by 1-2 hours. From supposed to end at 2am extend till 4am.

Dam sian. If work more than 6hours, they will deduct 45mins for "break time" although their break is usually 20mins or so.

Suan le, at least got money ba. No pain no gain.

Goal : Earn 500-600 this month.

May be going over to eoy this sat with daniel to see see.

2008-11-04T12:35:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah, I managed to find the lyrics to the show which i was talking about in october 2006 xD. The show is "love on the rocks".

The meaning of flowers.
一朵代表唯一
两朵代表二人世界
三朵代表我爱你
四朵代表海誓山盟
五朵代表无怨无悔
六朵代表称心如意
七朵代表无尽祝福
八朵代表请你原谅
九朵代表天长地久
十朵代表十全十美
十一朵代表一心一意
十二朵是代表心心相印

One stem means Only One
Two means A World of Two People
Three means I Love You
Four means Undying Promise
Five means No Regrets
Six means Happiness and Satisfaction
Seven means Endless Good Wishes
Eight means Please Forgive Me
Nine means Eternity
Ten means Perfection
Eleven means One Heart, One Mind
Twelve means Heart to Heart

Woots. Managed to see the show again, 2 years after I first saw it xD.

Anyway, so far almost all the olevels are over. So far amaths/emaths, bio,chem,phy, EGEOG, english, SOCIAL STUDIES are all over. ^^ Well, paper 2 for the 3 sciences anyway. Left paper 1s.

I feel so shiock liao. Can start to relax again. ^^. Anyway, back to games.

2008-09-13T12:13:00.003+08:00

Post number : 73.

Bored here, so guess I should update this bloggie once more. Recently we had our prelims, teachers' day and now results are out already.

Very sian sia, everyday must keep studying and studying. Every subject except physics is must the day before quickly study some chapters which i totally didn't touch yet. Bio was worst, studied until 3am xD.

The day before bio exam didn't even touch the last 3 chapters yet and at 12.30am i had to recap all the infront chapters. 1.30am officially started revising last chapter and ended at 3am =x.

Had to sms nikki to bring red bull later, need some sugars first before taking the bio prelims with only 2 hours of sleep. Weird though, the moment i woke up my mind was already in a middle of biology thoughts. I think i dreamt of biology sia o.O. Was only until i was in the middle of bathing then i realised that what i was mumbling to myself about biology didn't make sense at all. Guess everybody needs a can of red bull every now and then.

The rest also quite cham to study, but the most was slept at 1-2am. Wa sian SS, almost whole class studied Venice at least. I started Venice 2 days before ss prelim. Well, more of one day, i only started 2 days before but at 11pm. Squeezed in all of Venice within one day, ouch. Quite a lot of people also studied Venice nia eg. Geraldo. I studied governance in sg, healthcare and all of sec 4 topics. Then dam sad ss prelim seq section ask about healthcare, gulf war and globalisation. Geraldo gg liao sia lol. Was hard for me also, all 3 i studied then dno what to choose. Zz..

Emaths and Amaths were..wow. Emaths had quite some traps here and there, and i fell for one of them..TT. At least i didn't fall for one of them, was like last time primary school modals we need to know the difference between "as much as" and "more than". Apparantly whole level only me and somebody from 4/1 supposed to be correct but teachers accepted both answers, probably lazy to change the whole levels' marks.

Amaths paper 1 was decent, but my double checking make my correct answer wrong..TT. Paper 2 was a bloodbath, very challenging and tricky. Made too many careless mistakes zz.

Well, guess i should post my results then.

English : 64/110=58%
Chinese : N.A.
SS : 33/50
EGeog: 39/50
=> C.H. = 72%
Emaths : 79/80 + 98/100 = 98%
Amaths : 76/80 + 93/100 = 94%
Biology : 38/40 + 58.5/80 = 80%
Chem : 38/40 + 67/80 = 88%
Physics : 36/40 + 65/80 = 84%

L1R5 = 11

Almost got 38 thrice for all 3 sciences though. If kena then is like scolding me le o.O. Then the teacher still go flash the top marks for all 3 sciences on screen, sian. Oh well, now I gotta find a way to buck up english at least. It's another 38 or so more days until olevels, die liao.

Oh yeah, as for teachers' day, was quite ok I guess. But I was still recovering leh, sore throat then cannot most of the food sia. TT. Some look very nice but need resist temptation. zz.

Anyway, for pictures can look at class blog*points to links*(i.e. 4th heart of current template)
Will just post a few of the pictures here though.

This pic was so scary the first time i saw it o.O.

Anyway, guess that's that for now. Lazy to post for a while le ba. Until the next time...

Will the dying ever die?

2008-07-14T22:26:00.003+08:00

Bringing this blog back from the depths of death yet again. Recently its been quite stress and relaxed on off kinda situation.

For starters, i have more or less permanently changed my seating positions. I was just going to change place with junkai temporarily for 1 day since his seat had the fan blowing, despite mrs lim saying nobody should hog the fan. One thing led to another and well, its been over 1 or 2 weeks already and we haven't changed back. Mrs lim doesn't seem to notice the change though o.O. Currently, i'd realise it's semi-fun to keep repeating one word. Break.

What else..oh yeah, tomorrow is olvl chinese listening exam. Sure die liao le, today chinese lesson practice i failed o.O. Hope tomorrow story will be easy then won't stress out, maybe can pull my chinese to a confirm pass ><.

Today seemed a little like a step into the past, well for one section of the day anyway. Just taught junkai how to play "Vampire, vampire, vampire, check!" >.>, some old primary school game which is mostly girl-inclined. Felt weird to be saying "vampire, vampire, vampire, check, vampire, copycat!!" during lessons o.o. Something which i haven't said for a long long time anyway.

English was quite odd. From a passage about AIDS led to a talk about virgins etc. Zz, the phrase to check isn't something which i wanna explain >.>, dam paiseh.

There is still something which i realised quite some people don't know what it means, namely SM. SM fetish if you want something clearer, don't want to say what it stands for though but it seems junkai still doesn't know what sm means. Anyway, ryan is going off to canada soon for further studies, pangseh-ing us before prelims even start, zzz.

Have a safe trip ahead then ryan =), and hopefully your class will have a lot of yugioh players. Shrugs, can't really think of anything else to type.

Oh yeah most important thing.

Happy Belated Birthday Geraldo!!

Lol, geraldo had a cake during ss today, lemon i think? Thanks to whoever bought it. Guess that's it for now. Probably going to leave this dead for quite a while.

Enjoy your breakfast =).

PS : It's real paiseh to explain that phase to you >.>, you-know-who.

2008-06-12T18:16:00.003+08:00

2 weeks of school are over and it's going to be the middle of the holidays already. I hate it. ><

I like holidays, sure like everybody else. No exam no school etc. Then again, I hate it. Holiday is dam sian, everyday i usually end up rotting at home. Now already having a bloody painful headache ><.

Sunday Felicia came back to singapore for transitting. You could come out of the glass door arh? o.O. Photo of when she took with most of the class is on wee chong blog also, but for convenience.

Directly copy-pasted from weechong. *Points to the ownage pro at the most left* =) *thumbs up*

Well, i ain't in it anyway, had tuition shortly after. One thing for sure though, felicia has really changed her accent o.O. Took her a few years to get used to Singapore but 6 months to speak a bit more angmoh.

The day after that i met with geraldo, tricia and jasmine at bedok library. Did maths there until about 12, then went to have lunch at mcdonald. Jasmine a bit hiong worhs, bring in ban mian i think to eat there. Heng never kena anything. Eat finished le then went to tricia's house to continue maths. Played mahjong a few hours then went home. All 4 of us started with "$300" then just play play lo. Geraldo dam pro sia, first time player but he gain the most money, $345.

Well, other then my bad side effect of holidays acting up, I have been having dam weird dreams. What i do is very contradict with what i would do in real life, but it's like what i would want to do i guess. Like want to kill myself sia that I wanted to do such things. Meh, sian.

Anyway, guess I should go eat already. Guess today was quite a short post.

2008-05-27T21:25:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was olevel chinese, dam it was hell. For paper 1, I wrote si han and bao zhang bao dao. Si han was something about both parents work has good and bad points, then I had to write my view to a friend. Was ok, but i forgot to write the wish you *insert phrase*, -1 mark for format le. Compo did ok i guess? It was something about tourists complaining singapore's service not good. Hope can pass ba despite the 1 mark disadvantage already. Sad, was debating life or death situation if I should have quickly added it into my letter. If I could successfully add, +1 mark confirm. If I kena caught, get 0 and banned from olevel for 3 years. Decided to be honest in the end ba, since that was my "true" marks anyway.

After that there was a half hour or so break then paper 2 le. Zong he tian kong is cannot catch any ball de, but still try my best to do. Then li jie ce yan + wen da not so bad, can more or less understand it. I seriously seriously tried my best to understand zong he tian kong de choices ><. The li jie ce yan I reading story halfway need keep telling myself to wake up sia. Was saying "Don't sleep, this is olevel not school chinese practice which can don't care de, you want die isit?" to myself..>.>

After the paper 2, people were discussing their answers and also formed together an answer key after crossrefering with teachers. I am guessing the answer key would be 80-90%, if not fully 100% accurate. I ain't gonna post it up incase something might happen. According to the "answer key", I scored 0 outta 10 for zong he tian kong. O.O. Like, I seriouslyx100 tried my best, despite how rare an occasion like this to happen that I would do my best for chinese. Appears my best = 0 >.>. I think if i tikam tikam can at least get 1 or 2 marks leh? TT

So far Zong he tian kong[cloze passage] = 0/10

Next part was li jie ce yan. After checking with "answer key", I got 8/10 correct, 16 marks =). Was like very worried cause I compare with the class pros like mingfeng but they all say my answers a lot wrong sia. Means I very heng ba if this "answer key" is accurate.

Total : 0/10 + 16/20 = 16/30
Overall so far: [pass] xD

Jiayou to charissa ba, 14/30 can pass overall de, just need 21/40 for li jie wen da. I hope I can get at least 20 >.>.

Recently I am starting to go back to my habit of yugioh again <.<. Spending a lot of time playing cards le, until 5pm then start to go back home. Oh well, can somewhat destress ba.

There is still teacher meet parents ba, though I think it is optional for me. Not that I showed my results yet to my parents. I think my father was quite pleased already when I merely said I passed my chinese mid year? Lol.

Today was tiring. The principal wanted to give a breakdown of the performance of the cohort. Not very good at all ba, there were people whose L1R5 were rather high. Jiayou to all. Must win me by olevel. Principal was a bit kaopei ba i guess? Nevermind, not like I wouldn't understand why.

Went for half an hour or so of SS lesson next. The school had decided to hire a teacher to teach ss to us I guess, some course thingy probably to give miss neo her well deserved rest. The teacher is rather anti-pap though, probably just jokes to keep the class alive i guess. Left midway to go for maths olympaid competition, screw that sia. There were 35 questions, no calculators allowed and i could only do about half of the questions. The most irritating part was that the answers were actually integers. Eg.

Solve (tan40tan60tan80) divided by (tan40 + tan60 + tan80) without calculator aid >.>

[Btw, the answer is 1 =.=]

After 2.5 hrs of maths olympaid(tanato left half an hour into the paper though) we went for 10min break before starting bio trial 1. Quite sian ba, though we skipped maths lesson for bio trial. Wonder if mrs lim was angry.

Was suddenly thinking about the total defense day skit which I had to perform in(I was the singapore ambassador >.>). If I am truly singapore's ambassador, singapore will be kissing its future goodbye. The last part of the skit I kinda blank out for a moment so i just randomly make comments about my observations to the other ambassador, like the NCC & NPCC people being pro and jumping down the catch the terrorist or SJAB being dam efficient in carrying away the wounded.
Note: The very very last part when me and the other girl were going behind the curtains was not on purpose. I did not know that the microphone was still on >.>.

That's about it that I can think of for now I guess. Here's a quote from the talk to scold us for doing badly in the english mid year exam(only 40% passes).

"Personally, in my opinion, I think.." =P. Triple emphasis no?

Anyway, shall stop for now then.

2008-05-21T22:56:00.003+08:00

Well, gotten back all results le. Good news, all subjects passed, including chinese ^^ [yes i know how (totally impossible)^100 this is but wow i passed]. Here's my marks ba for all, decently good i guess.

English : 60/110=54%
Chinese : 117.5/200 = 58.75% ^^
Combined humanities = 69.5 / 100
SS : 40/50
Egeog : 29.5/50
Bio : 99/120 = 82.5%
Phy : 113/120 = 94%
Chem : 107/120 = 89.2%
Emaths : 100/100 = 100%
Amaths : 140/140 = 100%

Average %= 81% (around there)
Average msg = 2.375
L1R5 = 13

Weird thing is that my chinese actually win my english o.o and that my average msg does not match average %. Got people cursing and etc. to me le ba today. Then got some classes show the top ranking for some subjects, probably why most if not the whole level would know me either by name or face while the number of people i know outside of 4/2 is like peanuts. Got people tell me, the whole cohort 70% want to win me in something while the remaining 30% either don't cares or gave up. This can't be true..right?..

Anyway, congrats to those who scored quite high. Like those in 4/1 who got 136 or even 139(I think?) in amaths. Good luck for prelims, if necessary use me as an aim to defeat, not that I need to tell some people already. Seriously, can win/draw with me with enough effort. Like andrew tanato win me in biology by 1 mark, congratx. Hm, congrats and jiayou to some people ba. Jasmine, sure can make it de, just put in a bit more effort sure can get A1 for maths, both a and e as well as sciences. Charissa also, you can score better de, go for it and chiong worhs. You ain't a frog who is stuck in a well. Most importantly though

*Congrats to Geraldo for passing HCL*

He get 50.5% but hey, at least he passed HCl leh. *claps*. Geraldo, need work harder or you cannot be your ownage form le. Biology almost passed, 49 marks. Jiayou jiayou. If next biology exam cannot get pass, you will owe me $20, settle arh?

Other then exam results, now dam sian le. Olevel coming soon and next 2 days will be having "intensive chinese". Haix, hope can pass olevel ba. At least I improve my hope from D7 to C6 le leh. Charissa, you also better pass with me worhs. Whole class pass together, settle?

Better go sleep soon le ba, nitex then. Last thing, happy bdae pearson =), the guy who didn't go camp still get corporal promotion =.=".

2008-05-16T22:41:00.003+08:00

Well, examinations are finally over. No more mugging through the night again ^^, for now =.=". Chinese olevel still coming in 2 weeks time, i think get D7 ok le ba? Though somehow i recall getting a long long lecture before on this o.O.

Last week we were given the deluexe treatment of examinations, having elect geography or social studies is totally not fun at all. Apparantly slept 1-3am area for the whole 5 nights, around 3:30am on the day before elect geog. At least i managed to study most of what actually came out, though ended up studying like dog throughout the whole night. At least this week's exams were easier, just paper 1 for chem, emaths and chinese listening. Just hope i won't fail listening like last year.

Past 3 days was doing preparation for chinese olevel and other things. First 2 days needed to do 2 chinese paper 1 and 2 chinese paper 2, plus today homework 2 paper 2 and 1 paper 1 also. Sibei pekchek sia, can't be helped ba since it isn't too long till olevel.

I think i am getting quite suay le nowadays, yesterday for chinese talk kena asked by teacher to say my opinion for one of the compo questions. Weird thing is that people said I kaopei the teacher? Did I? o.O

Then today was just talk on english oral, don't think it helped out too much though. Likewise kena called by the teacher yet again to say how much I think one example person would get for conversation. At least this time i got a kitkat =.=. Later also had own conversation with partners for a few conversation questions. I was telling jasmine for the question about the first time i met somebody. Think this was something around what I said:

"I was in the same school as this person for at least 2 years but it was only last year that I knew her. I was a little afraid of girls at that time due to some past experiences so I just ignored tricia when she introduced her to me. When she said hi to me also i just ignored her. The worst part was when she sat down next to me i shifted my table away. Though over time i slowly became closer to her as a friend and she was a "turning point" in my life as I could slowly talk more with the opposite gender".

This is true btw, not that it would mean much i guess. Guess who? Weird though, geraldo dno why don't like to talk a lot for conversation, talk 1 or 2 sentences then don't want le. Too pro liao le ba o.O. Recently couldn't get to talk much to geraldo anyway, didn't hear any more of his jianda comments.

Most sian, next week getting back results le. Hope don't do badly ba, maybe L1R5 around 12 very good le. Anyway, jiayou in advance to felicia whose exam coming soon.

2008-04-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

Exams are coming within three weeks and I have barely revised. Is it even possible to get past this hurdle? Kinda screwed yeah?

Anyway just yesterday we had the UNO competition thingy at tampines Giant. Kinda stupid though I guess, but at least we get 4 cip hours for this. Would finally complete my 100 hours already, giving me more time to study if I actually feel like it. Well, I sure seem to observe my constant unluckiness in games, espicially uno. Had to draw 20+ cards due to accumulation of draw 2/4s. Just gave up in the end, didn't even get to play a single card due to constant skipping or reversals and i was supposed to get a +20 boost to my constantly 7 cards. Just plain unlucky.

Sorry charissa for knocking down your card tower, I was bored I guess. Wanted to see if I could knock it down by sliding a card underneath it. Not that you would even visit this site anyway.

Anyway, Geraldo seems to own at uno as well. 3 skips in a row and a raid of draw 2s and he definitely lives up to my expectation of being ownage. Makes me wonder if he can actually use uno cards as weapons.
*Geraldo flicks 1 deck of 100+ uno cards*
*Entire army of people die instantly*
O.O

Some weird incidents happening past few days, such as the incident of a *insert school* student trying to fish coins out of a donation tin. He was caught on camera and posted onto the internet, though the poster never said anything about him putting the coin back. Things became quite troublesome for his one incident alone. Just goes to show how people only concentrate on the small negative details than the large positive one.
Oh yes, fishing out 20 cents is so much more obvious and worth attention for than getting $60 000 in one sunday of donation drive.

School have also been quite stressful recently. Had a bio, phy and chinese test recently as well. Not hoping much for chinese though, can't say I will pass. Wonder why I can't remember things as clearly as before though, maybe these subjects don't have the original "interest" which they had last year. Such as the practical SPA session people hoped for during sec 2 for choosing biology once it reaches the chapter of reproduction in humans. Nothing much to say here.

Anyway, I had best continue doing my seqs, I am so screwed for combined humanities. Until next time..

2008-03-31T23:01:00.002+08:00

Ok, random topic. For the past 3 going to 4 years, I have been in the same class as him. Only over the past 1 year and it is going to be 2 soon did I realise this.

Geraldo is pure ownage.

His academic is quite good overall, close 1 eye for a few like higher chinese but it is very good already that he can do higher chinese and survive it ever since primary school. Temasek sec's higher chinese is freaking hell. Like my last year liu lao shi class, the tingxie(chinese "spelling") is start from 100 marks then for every wrong word - 5 marks.

Geraldo can do tingxie until negative marks, -80+ marks also can get and that is already get quite a decent number of words correct. The hardcore part is doing the corrections. You are supposed to write each long phrase(some with up to 8 words each) which you have even a single wrong word 5 times for up to 30 phrases, depending on how many you got wrong. After that, if you failed the test, you are to ask somebody to give you a retest. Then do the corrections for the retest like the pervious.

Find the average marks for the total number of spellings you have taken, if it is still a fail then retest again. Rinse and repeat until a passing mark is achieved. The best way out would be to just give yourself full marks for the retest. So if you get -200 marks, you gotta retest yourself 5 times to get a passing average. (5 x 100 - 200) /6 = 50 marks.

Other than chinese, geraldo is also very hardcore. Take Amaths for example. Now he is gonna go for thrice a week maths tuition 1.5 hrs each, all on just Amaths. Everyday if he does get himself to study through own free will without a test coming up he would only do maths.

Geraldo is also quite good in sports and sprinting. His sprinting style is dam pro sia, the arms swing like robot. Last year nafta he run until roll and do somersault on the ground o.O. He is seriously quite good in sprinting and is ok in playing sports like soccer etc.

Lastly, he has an ownage unmistakable kinda face. There was even a challenge last time to see who could stare at his face the longest without laughing. My best timing was..20-30 seconds? His kinda attitude also quite funny, a nice laugh every now and then.

One day, Geraldo will probably be driving a ferrari, having a lot of stocks in the market and is a multi-millionaire already. He is really very good, quite the signs of a generalist and a specialist in maths.

Anyway, back to proper. Nothing much going on nowadays other than exams coming in a month's time and o level chinese 2 weeks after that. I am getting scared though, the other people in the class are doing better than me in english, something which i barely passed last year and always got a single digit mark for comprehension tests, even scored 2 marks before. Hell, seriously scared for olevels. Like sure die die, suddenly this year don't feel the confidence I had last year.

Screwed up then? Maybe.

Let's live for as long as I can before its too late then.

Anyway, that's it for now i guess. I am very sick of australia globalisation already and I gotta claim back my sacrificed hours of sleep. Until the next time I feel like posting then.

2007-12-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Yox. Hm, maybe a short post ba today.

Current situation, little piggy has gone indo le TT. Nobody to poke poke liao le, lol jk =P. There was farewell party for pig on 27th ba, quite a lot of ppl turn up. You should be able to find some pics on her bloggie lo, check the link on the left side. Hm, piggy go fly to indo last week friday, isit 30th nov? hao xiang shi ba(should be). Then past week, quite hard but still tahan-able ba i think O.O. She received quite a few last gifts from friends on that final day at the changi air-porK, like geraldo's "ring"(dota/WOW de ring isit?), a puzzle and maybe some gifts from the class manger group? Not too sure, was lazy to go check anyway o.O. Anyway, hope you enjoy yourself there, XIAO XIAO DE =P(I capitalised it so its not as "xiao" =x)

Sian, tomorrow is my turn to go fly le. Will be M.I.A. from 7th-13th dec and i still got quite some homework. Well, gd news is that today i chiong-ed my last 3 jianbao =)*claps*. Lol, quite good le ba considering how much i hate chinese. I got some proof ba, my body dno why when i look at chinese newspaper do jianbao, around 20-30 mins of doing work(starting time was "warm-up") then my nose screw up dam runny le o.o. Allergic to chinese? Can a not? Shiock leh lyk that if can TT. Hai hai, will be afs(away from singapore) going to australia tomorrow. Then the flight is at..etto..midnite? o.o, very hiong leh lol. Later plane crashing i also cannot see since so dark. At most got lightning then can see le, for 1 second >.>. *touch wood*

So, this will probably be my last post for a while le ba. Nothing compared to that "small" time difference between the post before this and the post before that >.>. Don't think anybody would want to burn away 5 mins of their lives reading this anyway, dno write for wad also(*points to chatbox*). K ba, another time then, cyx.

2007-11-23T16:22:00.001+08:00

Hm? Should I even bother reviving this dead blog? Not that anybody reads it anyway, oh well. Let's try a long post today.

Been rather dead bored nowadays, everyday shake leg at home waiting for the day that i will continue working on my SS project. Deadline for it is only the 29th anyway, another 6 days or so more. Actually pretty much 4, 27th would have that chalet for felicia and i have no mood to do it today.

Finally finished doing my typing of questions today, 10 chapters worth of physics questions to type online, a total of 556 or so questions and i am getting paid on average of 60cents per question, do the maths o.o. Was dead bored from typing it, would be sitting each day for multiple hours on my chair typing in questions until my butt was starting to cramp and my legs had the pin and needle feeling =.=.

Anyway, now its the holidays and i ain't really enjoying it that much. Lots of homework and a classmate going byebye within a week to australia. It's the joker who auto-volunteered to be the class manager near the start of this year, which ironically was around the time of my previous post. By the way, no offence if that person is actually reading this, just joking =P.

Hm, since its been countless months, i guess i would just briefly record all the "important" events that have happened.

There was a chinese drama show on the 10th of march during the evening time. IIRC, i was sitting next to charissa then felicia both on my right. On my left...don't remember who's the joker. Apprantly charissa was continuously hoping that the stage would break down or somebody would trip over or anything of that sort. Note to self: Be aware of charissa's scary side. After that drama show i think i went to mac at bedok with some other people. Hua qiang, andrew tanato, michelle, xinyi and charissa are the only few who I can think of at the moment, sorry for the rest >.<. Took the last mrt train with charissa after that, then she dropped off at simei and i dropped after that. Decided to walk home since i thought that the buses should have stopped already since it was already past midnight. Every 5 minutes of walking or so i would see a bus go by then i would keep thinking that this bus was the last already so i may as well continue walking, up till i saw 4 or so buses pass by me that i decided to run for the next one. Reached home at almost 12:40am i guess, probably around the same as charissa since she said her mum personally came to pick her up. Sian, mum was veri buay song with me, expected ba. *shrugs*

What else.. Oh yeah, we also had some blithe spirit concert thingy i think on 21th april. But sadly that day was the same day as my chinese tuition. Mum was dam angry, sarcastically said that I was so famous for my chinese results, ended up went for tuition instead of the concert. Meh, but apprantly somebody kuku left *her* ticket at home when *she* was supposed to meet at tanah merah with others, the same kuku who draw cockroach on my zuoye =P. Sigh, think there was like one empty seat out of the whole concert hall o.O.

Hm, there was also a special "project" thingy given to me, charissa, ming feng and yuehao i think. We had to do research for something similar to the marina barrage or something like that. Gave up in the end, the teacher pangseh us only last minute then "tried" to help us and we all couldn't find anything at all, eg. the depth of the singapore river. How to find? Go to the singapore river, use a measuring tape and jump down and measure? Try internet also bo bian, zz.. At least we could choose not to participate in the competition anyway, phew.

Oh yeah, there was the easily remembered pahang camp*applauds*. Was very fun to do the activities plus see your friends suffer together o.o, saddistic not? I was in the cycling group, so had activites like flying fox which was a bit "no kick" *flicks dust off shoulder*, water rafting activity which was one of the scariest in my opinion, same with the river crossing >.<. Some people should know the reason why I am afraid of these 2, please don't say it out like in my chatbox.

Then of course, we wouldn't be called the cycling group if we didn't cycle, a whole bloody 52/58km(unsure). It was divided into 4 parts and one person had already given up in the first part. Mostly throughout the first and second part of the track got a lot of cow dung leh o.O. Geraldo dam joker sia, he go put on the long sleeve clothes then go cycle, somemore always pangseh mingfeng me weechong sianlin and yuehao sia. People ask him hot a not he say not hot, wth. Though, he was like almost the only few never really kena sunburnt and to some people, this means that he is not bias =P. It was divided into 4 parts and on the 2nd/3rd(unsure) part, i kena a cramp. Then the guy behind me like keep on telling me just give up and go ride the bus, like very demoralising? So end up just get the cold spray on my leg then i continue le, at least managed to complete it.

Hm, yuehao also quite kelian ba, he was the cameraman and i was his assistant >.>, maybe should be i kelian. Then we tyco tyco sleep in the same tent with nobody else. 2 people to a tent, woots, but still dam hot =.=. When we were sleeping at the beach, we were dam hot so i managed to keep the tent door open throughout the night. I woke up in the early mornin(dawn isit?) then saw yuehao with a jacket. Felt rather cold so i closed the door. Apprantly yuehao didn't sleep cause i said was very hot so when 2am or so dam cold he keep the door open while i just sleep away, so pitiful >.< lol.. Suay suay another day( i think is the next day) at night we chose a tent below the lamp, so like later our tent kena swarmed by the "flying termites"(?). We had to shift our tent away then we realised there was a big bettle with the number "51" on its wings on our tent, go figure. O.o, special soccer genes inside the bettle?

Played taidi a lot throughout the camp, espicially lucky on the last day we were together. Won 4 games in a row and 2 games i had the biggest and the smallest "2" and the other 2 games i had the "2" of diamond, hearts and spade. Then people like gerald were challenging me to reveal a secret or something, not going to say what out here. Those who know, please tiam tiam if you are reading this post. A bit weird ba with charissa's mum as the parent in charge of my group o.O, learnt some "things" from her. Kena stung by an insect, dno if is an ant or a bee on the treetop walk or something like that, pain sia lol. Seems a lot of people also kena, like charissa etc.

Went back on a train, then around morning went to check out the other groups like the cave and the jungle. Overall, quite fun camp ba. Too bad my group leader was unavailable due to some unknown to me illness. Anyway, here's the link to the blog for the camp http://iamresilience2007.blogspot.com/ . Look out for the joker who commented about the lizard in the toilet =P. jkjkjk, don't bodyslam me =x.

After that, there was also a class chalet that we had ba. Though sadly on the same days i had NCC camp, so me and the other ncc guys couldn't go at all. Hope it was fun for you all, meh. NCC camp was a bit, yeah lol. Sadly i was the organiser of the camp, but thankfully it came out ok. The nightwalk was successful overall, as compared to last year which didn't even take place and the cadet night, so-so ba. People keep kachowing walter after cadet night. Don't bully walter, he is only sec1 nia, my part a leh.

Other then that, there was my shooting competition on 21th nov i guess. Did quite so-so ba, think it was 14/20 or so. Though was dam bored, went to khatib by 7:30am, only started shooting at around 1-2pm and went home at 5-6+pm.

Look forward to going for the farewell party thingy for felicia ba. Hope you have a good time next tuesday woots =).

Hm, hope this is a decent enough post ba for 11-1=10 months or so of never post anything. Anyway, think thats it for now, another time then.

2007-01-26T17:40:00.002+08:00

I hate the new ban, being banned from my com from mon-fri, zz. Anyway, my class seems so "dead". Guess this is what it's like without zhi rong >.<.

25th jan We started off with a maths, learnt about the factor theorem. Wasn't too bad, just a slightly more difficult addition to the remainder theorem. Halfway through, dno who called me and felicia to go dental. Been a long while since i actually went for that.

So, ok. Went to the dental place with felicia, was going to cut across to the physics lab. It was drizzling a bit then felicia was saying "got rain leh" or something like that. It wasn't too heavy, barely even a drizzle, so just cut across lo, since that was the fastest way.

Reach the dental place le then saw rachael there already getting her teeth checked. First thing i saw that was somewhat "interesting" was the chop thingy that they use to chop their address.
Looked interesting so when the nurse turn away i went to use it a bit.

Me taking chop, putting ink and chopping the paper there.
Felicia laughs. Me chopping again.
Nurse: "Stop chopping lar, everybody all want to chop..."
Felicia laughs again o.O

Was very bored, so went to take the fake teeth that they always have and the toothbrush with it. Started to brush the fake teeth. Then later brush the "throat" area. Funny why the throat area was "hairy". Keep doing all sorts of stupid things like using the teeth to bite me, then felicia was laughing all the way. She was first for the check up thingy then she asked me not to make her laugh, lol. Apprantly, she laughed a lot already in the past, i dno, 10-20 mins? Go figure.

Dno how she open her mouth so long, i always couldnt do that >.<. Then later my turn le, zz. Felt weird in my mouth when she cleaning my teeth. When yi zheng and jun kai came next, they told me now englsh le.

Went back to class then teacher explaining how to write letter of complaint. Just start copying down lo.

Chinese after that, so sian. Just go through chp 2.

Chem pract next. Did chromatography, zz. I did it twice. First time went diagonally. Second time better a bit, but too faint. Sian, chem test next thurs.

Phy after that. Boring as always. Though, jun kai act like pia kia like that bang the teacher table when trying to get him to change the date of the test. Another thurs test. Bad enough le, next thurs got chi, elect geog, chem and phy test.

After that got IS then go home lo.

26 jan
Had reading period, was "reading" my fu zhu du ben upside down directly at my face, sian lar.

Teacher take my book and put on the table.
Teacher: You can read like that arh? Somemore reading upside down.
Class laugh

Start school with school with bio. Learn more about cells and teacher tell us the bio test is next tues, sian. Next week so mani tests.

E maths after that, got dno what maths game thing. My group with geraldo and sian lin get first jiu shi le.

Chi was really dam dam boring. Teacher going through bi ji, then i so sian want to sleep. So boring, teacher lyk so bu shuang with me.

After that contact time then go lo, nothing much to say today since no ncc. Sian, nxt friday got ncc agn.

2007-01-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

Today seemed like a weird day? o.O

Came to school, then had the reading period thing. Went to class for reading period, sadly, today was reading chinese newspaper. So sian >.<. If you were there, you would see me reading the televesion programmes and that "feng shui" thing for what animal year you were born in. Either that or you would see me reading the classified section. They really should put in a comics section into the newspaper. Fell asleep halfway while reading, think my head was on my shoulder. Then jasmine woke me up. Sian.

After that was pe. We did the normal warming up exercises, jumping jacks 40 counts of 8 and 30 push ups. After that we were to run 4 rounds around the school each round do a different exercise, push ups etc. For some reason, i seemed to enjoy it o.O. Maybe i ke siao, dno. Then after the 4 rounds we were to do "toilet training". Sit against the wall with legs at 90 degrees like that for 2 mins. Zz, it was pain but still can tahan ba. Then after that was the girls' turn. Lol, they do the toilet training, scream so loud until like they want to give birth like that =x.

Following pe was alive lesson. Like so sian, zz. We were to draw mind maps about ourself, singapore culture etc. I didn't really listen though, didn't even draw any mind maps whatsoever. Just doodling on a piece of paper, guess i really cannot draw anything nice without inspiration ><.

After that was e maths, learning the "formulae" method. The dno what minus b plus/minus square root (b sq. - 4ac) over 2a thing. Jasmine can really do her maths fast, finally this is something that slowed her down a bit =P. Zz..her psle 250+ lyk that, maybe that's why.

Recess had to chiong SS project, sui bian cut and paste the things onto vanguard. Seemed like a rather pathetic attempt anyway.

SS was after that, we were to present our stuff. I guess our group wasn't too good, sighx. At least got people to laugh a bit =). The first signs of "aliveness" in the class without zhi rong. Teacher seemed to be insulting us like that though, correcting us a lot.

We had geography after that, man that seemed depressing. Got "somewhat" insulted by ss teacher then get back our geog test result, si liao. The whole class only 1 person passed, guessing this is for all elect geog classes only 1 person passed total. Like so omg, yuan song get 4, tektek get 5. They 2 so pro/saddistic in studying geog I see tektek get 5 marks i thought i can confirm i get 1 or 2 marks only le. Then tyco tyco I get 11 =P. The only person who passed went overseas to Usa with the other 5 guys, and he only passed on the spot with 12.5 outta 25. Talk about sad, we are gonna have another geog test next week. If we all do just as badly, we need to sign both the 2 papers and both will be used for CA.

Lunch at least i could eat rice, since recess didn't eat much only eat yogurt.

English they give dno what vivid verbs test, only scored 9 outta 19. Sui bian lar, don't really care.

K lo, nothing much i can tink of to type now.

2007-01-23T21:07:00.001+08:00

Wa. Finally decided to post something =P. Past few days dam sian, test, a lot hmwk, zzz..shou bu liao le!!!.

So sad, had maths test ytd IS, -4 marks le ba. At least now people will know that i am lousy at maths =).

Anyway, now like quite stressful, currently I am trying to multi-task editing for SS project, typing this post and chatting. Oh well, more stress to come anyway, might as well get used to it.

Today had chinese for first period, o.O. What a way to start off the day. Teacher gave us back our first ting xie(chinese "spelling") and our zuo wen. I failed my ting xie*wooh*, lol, jk. I expected it anyway, not much ba, 5%. Then I got back my zuo wen also, better, 57%.

Oh yeah, last week durin pe had our height and weight taken by dno what electronic thing. I feel so short, my height only 164.7cm *sobs*. Then weight 52kg lyk that, around 90% health weight ratio thingy, dno. Zz, shorter than jasmine by 0.1cm? o.O

Just now picked out $1.10 from the vending machine, lol. It was stucked so just took out lo, zz.

Zz, this is the most i can write now, need chiong edit SS project.

2006-12-05T16:17:00.000+08:00

A few quotes from a chinese show i just watched.

Girl
English translated name: Nam
Chinese name: Ruo Nan(chao zhi tou and you bian de you, nan sen de nan)
Age= 15-16(she turns 16 near the starting of the show)

Guy
Englsh translated name: Fu
Chinese name: Jia Fu(jia li de jia, fu=rich)
Age=18

When they were camping
Fu: nue ren yi huo yao zhe yang yi huo yao na yang
Translated: Women first want this then later want that.(Something like that)

When they were sleeping in the tent
Nam: ruo guo nue ren wen nan ren da xi huan ta, ta zhen de yao zhi dao
Translated: If a girl asks a boy if he likes her, she really wants to know.

When Fu's father sees them off the minibus
Fu's dad: *hands him a few hundreds* Don't be cheap when you go out with a girl, be generous.

When Fu's mother found out and forces Nam to bring his gf over for dinner
Nam: What happened?
Fu: My mum wanted me to bring you over to dinner
Nam: Let's go then
Fu: My father and mother are idiots.
Nam: Let's go
Fu: But they are really idiots.
Nam: Never mind.
Fu: But...
Nam: Idiots are nice.

When Nam and Fu come in the house
Fu's mother talking to Fu's dad: Quickly put on your pants
*Dad goes behind a curtain to put on pants*

When Fu's parents ask about Nam's parents
Fu's dad: Her parents are lawyers don't mess around with her.

When Nam's parents(specifically her dad) found out that his daughter had a relationship of some sort and comes home.
Nam's dad: What does your father work as?
Fu: Mini bus driver
Nam's dad: What about your father?
Ah Ning(their fren): Same, mini bus driver
Nam's dad: And your father?
Another fren: Mini bus driver, the only difference is that mine owns the minibus while the others rent theirs.

Nam talking to her baby a few months after they eloped
Nam: If your a girl, i'll buy beautiful clothes for you, if your a boy, beware of your dad as he is still young, he will fight over the toys with you

After having a quarrel with Nam
Fu: Women...always a trouble

In the court
Judge: I have to say that age will have nothing to do with love.

Anyway didn't have much to do todae. Oh well, bored. Anybody got any suggestions on what to do, do say so in the tagboard.

2006-12-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

*Yawn* Just writing about what happened at our 1 day chalet(i think mr soh was on a budget).

30th Nov
I woke up and stayed at home till 12+ then i left. Was supposed to meet neville and others at pasir ris interchange bus 354 at first, then he changed the place to tampines mrt station to help carry things for with gao ning o.O. Then gao ning told me to go tm de ntuc find them.

Saw gao ning, joe, neville and freddy buying some charcoal and the other stuff. Went to wait at tampinces mrt station for zhi rong to come. Took bus 292 to yee see's house. Denise was at yee see's house already so we just sit there a while first. We were watching sudoku then later kids central and just changing in between the 2.

Carried the stuff and drinks to chalet at costa by 2+. Eng lee, hong jie, nicholas and samuel lee
were all there, then just waited until mr soh came to check in the chalet.

First thing done was probably to go to the bed and put our stuff there. Then we go walking around the place or playing cards. Dinner later, had chicken fillet etc. We all went for a walk to the beach later, it really was darker and a bit spooky then but still, something about it made me like it =). Slowly walk walk then the gals got bombed by the water balloons slowly, lol. After that back at the chalet we went playing with water balloons, boys vs gals. All the 4 or 5 gals playing were soaked all the way, lol. I was not very soaked, then suddenly from behind yee see throw 1 at my neck, zz. Yuan song seemed to be the main target of everybody, lol. Joe kept doing his "rasengan" and eng lee got hit by a friendly fire =).

Some boys then went to sleep upstairs, gotta quote what hong jie said.

Hong Jie: Hong Jie want to sleep..
*Everybody laughed*

Later in the morning/night we went to the playground quite far away. Played the swings, the ride thingy(?) and the ufo. When went to the ufo and i rode on the ride thingy, lyk wth my pants were hooked to it, so as i got off you would see me dangling on it. Kept trying to get it off only to have my pants torn a hole ><.

When we went back, most of the gals staying over were asleep(not yee see) and zhi rong samuel lee nicholas and hamid were sleeping upstairs. Stayed up overnite later playing tai di or blackjack since there was nothing else to do. Kept getting hands for house/full house or a lot of pairs. Weird. Sit there playing until legs dam tired want to stand up also got difficulity. Yuan Song always did the shuffling, =). We went to the beach some time later to see the "sun rise" end up we didn't see anything. Though, i didn't know it was high tide in the morning and it really seemed deep.

We went back and wanted to sleep. Found myself a place to lie down then saw yuan song very sleepy sitting on the chair. Gave him my place to sleep then i just went to sit trying to sleep. Just wanted to go home since no space to sleep anyway. Finally just went home at 7+ and back by 8+am. Slept from 10+am-6.20pm. Nothing much too write about most of it since it wasn't that interesting.

2006-11-16T13:02:00.000+08:00

Was lazy to write about camp past few days. Guess now nothing to do just write lo.

10th Nov
Woke up early and played my xbox. Had to be in school by 12pm. Slowly played until it was about 8.20am then my mum came into my room o.O. She asked me why i wasn't at school yet, then she said that the form stated that we were to be in school by 8am. She scolded me then i quickly went to call others. They said it was 12pm meet at school, they say not 8am le cox sec 3 got lessons -.-, got scolded for nothing.

Went to bathe later and changed into full no. 4. Take up my camp stuff then went to school. Some people on the bus were staring at me like a bit of "wth?" on their faces. I guess i would also if i see somebody in full no. 4 with campin equipment.

When i reached school, saw ppl doin last minute donations for the ncc donation fund. Had to sacrifice $5 from my wallet, ouch. Pearson was asked to go home as he had some virus infection for his eye.

Went to fall in with the sec 1s later in our squads. Sian, eng lee never come camp, i the only 2E person. We went to use 03-07, 03-08, 03-09 for our bunks. Went to put my bag in 03-06. We pushed aside all the chairs and tables, needed to get everything done by 2pm as there would be the GCE o level a maths paper from 2pm-4.30pm. Rushed down to the "forbidden area" as stated by mr sara(those stairs thing between the field and volleyball court) for our revision for IFC(Individual Field Craft). Revised on field signals, camouflage etc.

After that we played ice breaker games with the sec 1s.We were going to play whacko but with nicknames.

Sec 1: Resen
Staff: Huh? raisin?
Sec 1: Resen
Staff: Don't want lar. GB, Gay Boy.
*all laughs*

We had our little "tea" break of cakes after that. Then we did a bit of arms drill to prepare for sunday's test. Went to bathe some time later then we had our dinner. Rice, mushrooms, vegetables and chicken curry -.-. For bathing, we were supposed to be bathing together. According to sir, this is supposed to make us not shy. He said last time got 1 guy go course very shy don't want bathe with others, 5 days never bathe. When he came back his undergarment had to be discarded as it was a biohazard. o.O

Anyway, we were spilt into 6 groups. 3 groups would take the boy's bathroom and the other 3 would take the gals bathroom, then they would swap the next day. I was in the boys bathroom for the 1st day. Sir was saying if he catch anybody putting a coin into the machine in the girls bathroom he would slap the person.

The other ppl in the other bathroom were saying that somebody had an anacondaur, not saying who the person is incase i might end up getting walloped. Sir was even asking if it was an anacondaur when it was sleeping or awake, he got a surprised look from the answer, go figure. Sir was saying, some ppl got desert, some ppl got grass patch and others got jungle, then inside the jungle got snake, or anacondaur. Sure sure, tok about it lyk it was nature. We were supposed to have our annual night walk, but dno what happened, night walk got canceled. Sigh, i was look forward to another night walk. Too bad for the sec 1's though.

Had supper, milo i think. Then we were to have lights out by 12.20 or so. Slept on my sleepin bag at first since it wasn't that cold. Woke up later at 1 or 2am i tink, didn't noe. Was freezing, bloody cold, jux went into my sleepin bag.

11th Nov
Woke up at 5.45am to brush, keep sleeping bag etc. Had physical training after that, 30 push ups, 20 crutches etc. followed by breakfast. Why do they even put breakfast after p.t. o.O?

Let's see if i can remember what we had for breakfast. Hm, i tink it was milo, milk and cereal. Passed the cereal with milk, powder wasn't properly dissolved and had no mood to drink the milk. So just ate some cereal and drank the milo.

Went back to revising for the test. Then went into the "forest" for camouflage test. Weird though, when i came out from the forest, i noticed my right hand/wrist area had 3 bites, probably mosquito or ant, all in 1 line. o.O I understand 3 bites, but 1 line?

Had lunch of dno wad indian rice. Add herbs, then rice with water, then cook. Didn't taste that good to me. I was given the mess tin with the riced cooked in it to eat with, so my share of rice was mostly burned. Oh well, doesn't matter too much, didn't lyk it tt much.

Went to wash the messtins then it started to rain. We were supposed to go to east coast park to find things for our miss campbridge later. Forgot to mention, the 2nd day at night is cadet's nite. There would be singing, tribal dance and miss campbridge for this year. Oh yeah, we were also supposed to do a skit, a m18 version of sleeping beauty.(don't ask why)

Instead, we played games. Like the so called R21 version of making a line, taking whatever you have on you except your underwear and make a line with it. Other groups cheated? or played cheap. They took out tissue paper and tore it into bits to extend the line or they pulled the string of their pants. Every now and then you would see somebody in his underwear waiting for the line to be counted. There was even a "haha" game, very very very crappy.

We played until it was time to bathe. We swap for todae and went to bathe. Zz, open door policy.

Then we had dinner, todae's dinner was special. It was catered, noodles, 2 drumsticks, 1 sausage prata, 1 dno wad ball and 1 otah. We eat until dam full liao they still give us more to eat =.=.

Then it was cadet's nite. We had 4 sirs and 4 ex-ncc cadets for judges. First was dancing. Tribal dancing anyway. The other groups tribal dance funny wors, from expected type of tribal dance to singing "twinkle twinkle little stars". After dancing we had singing. Joseph(currently sec 3 sec 4 in 2007) was doing the singing while i just squat there lyk an idiot playing my imaginary "guitar". Joseph just had to choose to sing "chasing cars", wth. Other groups sang songs lyk i walk alone etc.

We had the "m18 version of sleeping beauty" after that. It had scenes of from 1 point breast cancer to another group's massive erec**on and to sucking on the massive erec**on. ><. Ours however, was crappy and lame? Joseph thought of the plot, of the prince fighting monsters and dying 9999 times before he found the princess? He said it was rated m18 for violence? Lyk wtf?

The miss cambridge followed after that. There was tribal wear and evening gown for last. People kept dressing up their group's miss campbridge. From wearing a sleeping bag to wear a sleeping mat. After that wer were to sleep, lights out by 12.20.

12th Nov
We awoke at 6am and was down for pt again at 6.20. Today's pt wasn't as bad, except that we were to do 30 sets of 8 jumping jacks, at the 29th set sir asked us to start over from 0 =.=. Breakfast followed after that, milo drink and dno wad, 4got.

We had our test after that, starting with arms drill for part b. They only tested our stationary arms drill. Then there was IFC test, practical and oral(?). Managed to pass in the end anyway so was promoted from lance corporal to corporal. It was a nice feeling when the camp was finally over =P.

Btw hamid, if some how you are reading this, what is your handphone number?

PS: Sorry this got delayed 3-5 days from when i was actually going to post it.

2006-10-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

Yay, exams over. My ban from my com has jux been lifted. Double delights =). Exams results also came out.

Results:
Sci: 87.5/100
Eng: 66/110
Maths: 86/90
D&T: 83/100
Lit: 49/75
Geog: 70.5/100
Chi: 56.25%(failed paper but other things pulled me up.)

Some time back a special somebody gave me a present. Ty worhs =P. Sorry if you were embarrassed about the group at the side. They found me then were waiting to see see, zz.. Still sure you don't want to have anything o.O?

Dno what happened to geraldo lol. First day sci,eng,maths,d&t,lit came out. He kept scolding tmd asking y i get so high. *Tyty*..jkin. Zz, lose to denise a few subjects. Sci lose 1/2 marks, D&T 1 mark, Chi don't need say. After adding CAs etc., hope i can hit top 15 in the class.

Mum keeps asking me about downgrading to B. Chi, she says that it might be better cause if i don't get D7 cannot go JC. Guess i may as well downgrade it then, since my chances of getting a good grade with chi is rock bottom.

Previous saturday went out with neville, kai ting, eng lee and joe to celebrate joe's birthday(1 week late). Neville, joe, eng lee and me waited at mac. Eng Lee came first at 11.14 like that, then he waited for joe then me next. Apprantly, joe was on the bus 29 which was in front of my bus o.O. Neville came later then joe called freddy to come. Eng lee go tok cok then asked to see freddy's mum(sarcastically), freddy really went to get his mum to answer. Eng lee veri paishe lo, talking to freddy mum. We waited at the arcade for freddy to come and played some of the games. I was playing that stacking game, sian, was aiming the the psp. The highest i could stack to was 1 more block and i reach major prize, the last block. Then i would miss by 1 block only. Sad eh?

Went to watch Rob-B-Hood after that. Joe treat all 6 of us to movie. Pro leh, take out 1 $50 note pay. Total price $40+ lol. Sian, was made to sit next to kai ting, at least the show was nice. After show freddy left then we went to marina bay/south. We wanted to eat steamboat but when we reached there 4pm+ only so we went to play at the "fantasyworld" nearby. Eng Lee and me paid $2 to play 1hr of lan gaming. I went to play rakion and he played dota(A.I.).

Play finished liao then we went to eat. We take food also don't know what to choose, a lot to choose from. End up just eat chicken and pork. The 5 of us paid $12 each for the buffet. Went to get the plates, bowls, chopsticks, spoons and butter then the live prawns and 3 crabs. Kai ting went to put a lot of butter at her side until lyk gt 1 puddle of oil. Then she would just slop on a piece of meat there then forget about it. Later when a bit black black le put to joe's side let him have it. A bit mafan to do steamboat ba cause so much butter keep flying out(espicially on kai ting's side,reason stated above), but fun ba. Eng lee couldn't cook very well so end up joe helped him cook his food. We bought a lot of drinks, dno y so thirsty, around 2 cans or so per person. When joe was cooking the live prawns, he would take 1 prawn, put it on the aluminium foil, put 1 chunk of butter, spread a bit then repeat. The third prawn was on the aluminium foil for about 3 seconds then it jumped up. Luckily it landed back into the plate. Joe then used his chopsticks to hold the prawn down until 1 side red red colour le, poor prawn. Later when we relaxing, neville started talking about the people who beat up teenage girls and take a video of the whole thing. They kept asking kt if she tio beat up yet lol.

When we were eating the crabs(pretty much englee and joe only), they pulled the limb off 1 by 1 then ate the flesh. The claw was the hardest. Since there was no nut cracker, eng lee and joe were trying to break it with their teeth. Joe teeth dam strong lo, he could break the shell and eat the flesh. Eng lee couldn't so i helped him the break off the lower pincer then he use the crab's leg to dig the meat out. Joe after break the first & second claw next crab claw use left side teeth, saying his right side disabled. Eng lee still couldn't break the shell so each crab break the pincer then dig the meat. I tried to help break off 1 section of the claw but it was too hard. I used a chopstick then pushed it into the joint(opposite side) then tried to break it, end up the chopstick broke then there was 1 part of the chopstick stuck inside the joint. You could see at joe and eng lee's side of the table all covered with prawn shells. Joe was saying go home need drink a lot of milk, eng lee was saying that next time come steamboat need bring hammer and neville was saying need bring tissue next time.

Took mrt home after that, already 10+. We took 3 hours or so just to eat o.O.

Recently on monday some time later watched a chi show on tv. Cannot remember much, wanted to quote 1 part but most of it forgot, really really most of it. They were saying what 1-12 meant in love language.

No. Chinese English
1 zi you ni Only you
2 shi jie liang ge ren World of 2 people
3 wo ai ni I love you
9 (I forgot) Eternity
11 (I forgot) One heart, one mind
4-8,10,12(all forgot, sorry)

Anyway, nothing to do now, at least managed to write this post up to this long. Write in another timex.

2006-09-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

Past few days been pretty boring. Excluding chi class =).

22/9( or was it 21/9?)
Written if it was 22/9

Had english first. Biology came after that, today was the last day for bio, sad. Leon's been teased about knowing so much about the human reproductive systems and STDs, o.o. Not like it's very hard to read up on since it's all in the textbook. Learning about STDs today, hell of a time.
Quoted from biology class:
Teacher explaining how hiv spread,
Samuel: What about semen?
Teacher: Bodily fluids spreads the HIV virus.
Samuel: Then you mastu***** on the toilet seat then somebody seat.
Teacher: Yar that can spread.
Zhi Rong: Latr you mastu***** in the bee hoon then someone eat
*whole class laugh*

also,
Teacher: Blood transfusion last time never screen blood when people donating. The patients sue the hospitals for giving them HIV infected blood.
Zhi Rong: NKF...
*laughs*

D&t after that. We took a look at our plastic moulds. Previous week we made plastic moulds with items inside them. Geraldo's was the best. Last week he put in a green leaf, today, we saw the leaf all silver. Totally nice.

IT last period. Not the best period of my lift. Made that picture thing on the apple mac.

Cannot remember when, but some day in this week after school, tetek, neville, joe, kai ting and me took a cab. Kai ting sat down first before neville could sit, neville was sitting somewhere in the middle of the seat, lol. Then now and then they would be fighting. LAter after dropped off, kai ting paid everything first then we got off. It totaled $5.60. I was going to pay my share of $1.12 to kai ting(not exact change -.-"), then she say very luan(messy). Joe and me walking off then kai ting suddenly shout/scream(not sure) "wei". So loud, all people nearby all look at her, paiseh leh. Just went back home takin 29 after that.

27/9
Had english, 4got do what.

Latr had pe, mr soh didn't come today. We could play what we want, some played soccer, some played basketball, some even played catching o.O. I was playing basketball with joe, eng lee, hong jie, leon. After a while the galx all 1 group dno wan do wad, leon bo liao went to ask the galx want to play a not.

Gao ning: It's 17 galx and 5 boyx, can de.(smth lyk tt)

Freddy joined us in the game and after a while zhi rong joined us. At first, all is our team score. Then slowly they score also. Teacher even joined their team, sian. One point the ball was around 1m away from kai ting, the other galx were telling her to get the ball and she just screamed. Lol. I always felt tired now and then so kept sitting down. 1 problem with just sitting down so suddenly though, if i just stood up normaly, i would feel dizzy. Went to push up position and used my legs to start running a bit for a head start. People keep asking me why i did that, lol.

Had physics after that, nothing to do. Maths also. Finished all the papers given so far, really nothing to do le.

Chi class teacher was teaching us.

Teacher was teaching "yi bai yu di"(lose very badly)
Zhi Rong: Yi bai tian di(first pray to heaven and earth, or something lyk tt)
Er bai ba ma(next pray father mother)
Fu qi jiao bai
(i think so i got that right)

Teacher was teaching about ai wu ji wu(love everything)
Teacher: Got see me draw before?(she was going to draw to explain)
Zhi Rong: Lao shu bu yao hua, wo gang chi wan fan.(Rat(purposely say wrong), don't draw, i just ate finished.)

Also,
Teacher: like…(thinking of example)
Zhi Rong: porn..
Teacher: want to say someone
Zhi Rong: Tammy, Tammy is someone.
Teacher: Zhi Rong always wa bi kong(dig nostrils), fang pi(fart), wa er duo(dig ear) but his relatives all still like him.
Zhi Rong: What that got to do with wa pi gu(dig butt)?
Teacher: Where got say wa pi gu?
Zhi Rong: You say fang pi(fart).
Teacher: Fang pi he wa bi kong bu shi yi yang(fart and dig nose different)
Zhi Rong: Wa bi zi(dig nose) then fang pi(fart) then is wa pi gu(dig butt), cross multiply

29th sep
Today nothing much. Had lit first. Teacher taught us a bit more to prepare for the exams. Was doing comprehension during class.

English later was also boring. Just went through the comprehension we were to do, that I didn’t do.
Chi after that. Was playing with that control thingy. Fun. Got back Chinese test, I passed =). 59, but still passed. Miracle.

Maths still the same, 1 more paper given to do. Sian. Cannot be helped ba, teacher want to help us.

Took taxi with Neville, kai ting, joe later. At least not as troublesome as the last time, went home after that.

Another boring day gone. 4 more days until the exams start.

2006-09-17T12:26:00.000+08:00

15th sep
Guess i shall post when i feel like it. It's been a very long time since i last posted.

Started lessons with lit. Today was our lit acting project. We were supposed to act out a scene from "The Outsiders". My group was geraldo, sian lin, leon, freddy, russell(i finally remember the double 'l') and me. We were going to act out the scene of bob's killing.

Roles:
Russell: Johnny
Leon: Bob
Geraldo: David
Sian Lin: Ponyboy
Freddy: Narrator
Me: Randy

I was supposed to play the car horn which i recorded with my phone when freddy stated so(tt car horn is really loud up front, don't try it). I forgot tt my handphone will standby if too long so should have pressed twice instead of once, accidentially blurted out kns when i forgot, hope no deduction. I used our prop car and ran to where i was supposed to stop. We(Socs) then went to confront johnny and ponyboy. I was taking care of johnny when he pushed me away and quickly stabbed leon with the blade. I ran away(tripped on the way on purpose), lol, looked lyk dog lyk tt.

Zhi rong's group was the funniest. Zhi rong and samuel lee were acting as sherri and marcia. They went to put newspaper balls under their shirts and after a while into the play the newspaper balls sank down. Their group forgot their lines and they had to improvise. Eng lee ended up scaring the wrong person and when Zhi rong was suppose to throw the drink at nicholas, he threw the drink and slapped him. When he was to ask ponyboy(dno hu) whether he wants to buy popcorn he was pushing 1 of the newspaper balls up.

Zhi Rong: *pushing 1 of newspaper balls up with 1 hand* want to buy some pop*flips newspaper once* corn*flips newspaper once*?

Had english after that. Miss lee wasn't there so we did our own work in class first then went to the library after that to do our own work.

Chiense was after recess. Teacher was trying to rush to prepare us for our test and coming exams. I hate chinese. I repeat, i hate chinese.

Maths was after that. Ming si and me had to go get the physics files in the middle of the lessons. It was raining hard and i wished i could run across in the rain to save some time. There was a girl walking down the stairs who tripped and fell on her butt. Oww.

After school, my geog group went to bedok town centre. We were supposed to interview the people there for our geog project. We wanted to eat lunch first so kaiting, samuel lee, joe, eng lee, nicholas went to sumo house for sushi and neville, sian lin and me went to mac. We ate twister fries all the way, lol. Anyway after that we slacked at mac until the rest were done then we finally went to do the interview. On the way, kaiting(previously went toilet) said her skirt had opened up. Nicholas and me were nearby and the rest had gone ahead. Lol, she must have been dam paiseh. Anyways did interview with the shopkeepers. Some stated that their boss told them not to answer any questions. After done went to mac to slack until 5+ then finally go home. Sianxz.

16th sep
Woke up at 8+ since my alarm rang. Off it and slept till 9+. Was to meet neville at 11 at interchange to go joe's house for project. I could go straight away to his house, but forgot when to stop. Took bus and on the way kai ting went on board. Waited and chat a bit until reached joe's house. Neville play maple on joe's com first while waiting for rest of group(lvl116 liao) while i watched joe play his ps2. Kai ting sat one corner watching both maple and ps2. Finally knew what neville meant when he said that kai ting's toe was long. Zhi rong came some time later and we played dynasty warrior 4 first. Nicholas, eng lee and hong jie came after that and we played the ps2 while neville did the work, printed it out, and had kai ting write it clearer in black ink.

We ate lunch at joe's house then i went off for tuition. Nothing much after that besides going to my grandmother's house.

Finally wrote a post without my usual '...' all the time.

2006-05-26T17:12:00.000+08:00

Haven written in a while..guess i will write about ytd...

Had hist first..nothing to do now since exams are over so jux played scrabble...play short while only gave up le..too boring...

Went for sci after that..discussed about the biology project..grouping with tricia,joe and neville..kena sabo to be leader..smth embarrassing happen for me..

Teacher: Ask the klaxx who's book is this.
Me: Oi, *voice break* who's sci textbook is this?
Klaxx laughs

Had alive latr watched finished the "life is beautiful" movie...dam it was boring...sighx...at least skool is almost over...

Maths...teacher gave out exam ppr and holiday hmwk..sighx..so much hmwk le..

Homec was after lunch. We had to do some kind of survival thing which you need to cook coconut rice...lol...some people had their coconut topple over...lyk my group...lol..zhi rong's group was steady de...big fire...though...some things were nvr meant to be seen...first it was pink and yellow(len)...now it's black and white(yjkimsm)...

Zhi Rong's group big fire(sad coconut)

Leon and Geraldo cooking

Our end product(geraldo added orange into the coconut rice)

Sian lin's group left to right(sian lin, freddy, samuel liew, tektek)

Later went to get a chocolate waffle with anwar...hm..guess i cnt help myself..i lyk chocolate waffles...

Todae
Had Chinese first..watch finished a movie..so complicated..lol..nthxz else here..

Had sci after that..was watchin a chinese movie..a bit boring?...dno..

English jux watched others play scrabble..didn't feel lyk playin...

Had clean up after that...watched other clean up the room and helped out a bit...pak siong and leon gt into a bit of a fight..lol...kai ting veri weird?..she spent 5 mins wiping a table and 15 mins sweeping the same spot on the floor...lol..

Went to homeroom to collect results..not veri good..hai ke yi ba..

ok..ttx it for now..bbx..

2006-05-11T18:06:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally over...great...now i can play...

10th May
Had maths paper 1 todae. Find it weird that paper 2 was last week. Anyway, the paper was easier than i expected it to be. After they collected the papers, had a check on the students. Teacher gave all sec 2 lecture on "cool".

Teacher: Japanese galx their fashion very high. You galx compare to them, get -10. They come to skool dress according to the rules, go out then go by their fashion, that is cool.

Sighx, i thought my socks was high enough, still got cover ankle. Tio caught then need write name on piece of paper to be given to form teacher. Joey caught for having a pink shoelace, blouse tuck out and ankle socks, suay?..Kept us back for so long...

Followed hamid to TM. He went to look around for a present for nissa. Later went with him to eat lunch at BK, was hungry, didn't have breakfast yet.

Lol, thought i heard a voice calling my name twice in TM.

Went home to play com and watch naruto, meh..getting addicted to it..

Hamid said that i was very depressing...cannot really agree to it..am i?..I am starting to hate myself...reminds me of wad i told my friend last time..."I am a sad sad boy living in a sad sad world with all the sad sad people."

Todae
Todae didn't have to go to skool as there was malay and tamil listening exam, staying home to play. I have got to find something interesting to do with my time.

Still remember that photo i took last year during the history museum trip. Have a rough picture of somebody slighly freaked out..*cough*...

My thoughtx
1. Realized and confirmed i cannot stop tinkin.
2. See that i usually get a combination of feelings. Sadness, depressing, slight relief and confusion.
3. Tinkin abt tt phrase "Don't get your hopes high. The higher your hopes, the worse the impact"
4. I get those feelins mixed up when i tink...and i cannot stop...ouch...
5. What is my goal and purpose in life?...

Guess thatx it for now..i got nth else i can tink of to write about..unless i can remember my 2nd phrase...bbx..

2006-04-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

Thurs 27th
Had physics first...cannot believe i forgotten a lot about physics...need to chiong revise physics le...refraction etc...a toh didn't teach was some things previously...now then teach...kinda late don't you tink?..

Had history test after that...don't tink i will do well...hate the marking scheme...make until so hard just to get a few marks...wonder if i will pass or fail the exam...hope pass...even if barely...

Had alive after recess...last lesson of crush...slacking time during crush over le...sighx...nicholas and samuel were given the most posts and best posts prize?...even though they did mostly spamming?...kinda unfair...

Had maths...this week would be the last week that a soh not here...no more slacking during maths also le...sianxz...ask russell to help me to draw a ninja...didn't really turn out nice...gonna bring him a picture of a ninja tomorrow to show him as a guide...though...it's female..need to ask him change to male...

What he drew:

Had homec after that...we went through test first...only got 71.5/125...very weak...then went to make brownies after that...tasted nice...but rather dry...

Went with anwar to TM after that...met 5 of my frenx...mich with her stead i tink(outside arcade)...esther(minitoons)...brandon(mac)..hanah(new york pizza)...and 1 more gal(mac)...lol...sry...cnt rmb her name...my friend said i looked more mature then last time in pri skool...O.o...found out smth from anwar...hm...*wonders*

Todae
Had chinese...teacher rushing to teach the last 2 chps...in the end decided teach 1 of the 2 chps as it was more important...sianxz...gonna fail chinese exam...

Had chemistry after that...hamid kept refering the science aparatus as toys for "kinky"...*no comment*...

English did a summary...rather quick...then listen music...tok a bit...then go for maths....
Maths...did the last few changes for my tutorial...then showed russell the pic for him to take as a guide...but he has to change the gender though...anyway....

Guide:

What he drew:

Not too bad liaoxz...later had to stay back till 4+ for chinese karoke competition...lol...neville and pak siong didnt win...better luck next year then...

Gotta go...bbx...

2006-04-25T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hm...50th post..

Wondering...does somebody have to be daring just to say....

Love hurts?...

*Sigh* I am starting to lose faith in myself...

Todae had P.E...went to do the 5 stations...hm..don't think i am any good at this...
Scores:
Broadjump: 225cm
Sit ups: 47
Inclinded Pull ups: 30
Sit and reach: er...40+ i tink...
Shuttle run: 11.3secs...slow...

Guess i ain't meant to be good at these kind of things...

Later had english then just did last year's paper...

Chinese...did compo...jus so hate chinese...it is going to pull down my results...latest test i only had 25/100...gone case le...

IT...zhi rong was singing some song at a bloody high pitch...very irritating...yet funny....

Science....forgot to bring my textbook...need to do revision for science soon...exams only next week...si liaoxz...

Went for the streamin briefin in the hall...
Teacher: Here are the 7 complusory subjects
Me: Not chinese...not chinese...not chinese..
*Showed on screen*
Me: Aww...

Wish chinese was optional...ok..so i need to take...english..chinese...maths..additional maths...pure chemistry...pure physics...combined humanities...wonder which humanity to elect for...ain't good in geog hist and lit....Then still got the 8th subject...didn't think it would be this stressful...

Stayed back after skool to finish the compo and wait for the rain to stop...later took bus to interchange then got these 2 dunman skool galx sitting there...
Galx: Hey unicorn(my pe house)....small boy...
Me: *Ignores*
Bus came
Me: *Turns around*
Galx: Hey...you what skool?..
Me: Temasek?...o.O..
Galx: Oh ya...Temasek...

Come on...small boy?...

I am starting to realize that my left ear is quite random...my left ear can roughly hear half as much as my right ear...so it's rather deaf...at random times...my left ear suddenly gets a "pop" sound and it suddenly hears as much as my right ear...and then later returns back to half deaf...weird...

Hm..meanwhile...i better pretend i never knew yi jun...she seems pissed off...

2006-04-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

Hm...using my com without permission...hope i don get caught...

Todae was travelling on the bus to skool then it broke down...lol...get complentary ticket and that ride was free.

Anwar: *to ridzuan* see lah, because you just now jump then bus break down
Ridzuan: What lah, i seat other bus also never break down.

Hm..this is my first breakdown experience...anyway...took taxi to skool with the 2 of them...gotta pay $1.30 each...burnin a hole in my savings...

Had PE...i went to do pull ups first while galx did 2.4km...can do 7 le..^^...latr did some of the 5 stations. I could do 30 inclined pull ups...i remember struggling the 30 past 3 years...now suddenly so easy..O.o...weird...Did 41 cm for sit and reach...highest ever...220cm for broadjump

*Moving back and forth preparing to jump*
Others: Why you prepare lyk tt 1?..
Me: Duno..*jumps*...
Some of others: wah..

Lol...maybe i should use 14 year old standard...not too sure...

Later went for english...tricia was singing "lonely"...for wad reason?...no idea...english lesson lyk veri slack...miss lee 2 days nvr come...suppose to do the worksheet end up the whole klaxx listenin to music and talkin away...some doing the worksheet...took me so long to understand wad the quesiton meant..guess i am slow...tinkin yi jun is still angry with me...better stay away from her...

Recess played push up game with eng lee, tetek, zhirong and hong jie..lol..so funni...

Chinese had to continue doing ying yong wen...teacher is crazy...need to do 7 qi shi over 2 days...ytd i only managed to do 2...heng heng todae managed to complete the other 5...

Had IT after tt...lol...i kept pressing the suicide button when leon playin heli atk 2...though..he said his high score was 1mil...tinkin i can beat tt...

After lunch had assembly...they had ppl performing some kind of dance which is partially martial arts....weird...then they called up 2 boys, 1 gal and 1 teacher to try the dance...i don't tink they should can a gal wearin a skirt to do that dance...urgh...

Stayed back with sian lin and samuel liew...jux stay around the skool...finished english hmwk...then went com lab play a bit...beat leon's high score for heli atk 2...2.2mil...^^...

Got a couple of thoughtx...
1. Why are some people afraid of thunder...or lightning?...
2. Why do people say i am depressing?...Do i look depressing?..
3. Found out a result of being pessimistic for so long...I forgot how to smile...o.O...
4. Hope that i can reach 15 pull ups(sec 2 ncc standard) or at least 10..
5. Sht...exams coming..and i lost my lit textbook...where the heck is it?...

Well...gotta go...don't wan to get caught using the com...bbx...

2006-04-16T11:34:00.001+08:00

Been a while since i posted...kinda lazy to post anything...guess gonna make up for it..

Had 2.4km on tues...got 5th..probably cox che xuan, leon and tetek nvr run...

12th wed
Wednesday had speech day...saw things nt meant to be seen...i have a feelin tt pink and yellow are gonna scar my mind...latr we lyk had to go to the hall to take chairs for our lesson...all the chairs all there...and i had to shift them there ytd during ncc...=.=...lyk a waste of time...well...at least had halfday...stayed back for music test...

while playing piano(ballad)
Gao ning: You play realli lyk veri slack leh...
Teacher: Stop first. Sit up straight. Left hand put proper.
Me: *Adjusts*

Went kfc to eat after that with leon, lena and pak siong. Ate finish liao then they use the leftovers and make a creation...totally sick...

13th thurs
Had combined sports meet. Went to meet hamid at tampines interchange...guess i kinda forgot that i said to meet at 10.30...ended up i met him at 10.50..sry...gave him $1...hope that makes up for the 20 mins...took the mrt to lakeside station...freakin 1hr...took the chartered buses there to jurong statium...all the PSLs and Sports Caps all so entu on cheering the runners on...i was slowly hoping that the freakin thing would be over...screw them...until 5pm...watchin ppl run from 12pm to 5pm...weird that whenever the temasekians run past our section...they suddenly sprint...espicially che xuan...

Our skool was having sport meet with ngee ann, dunman high and....chung cheng high main?..nt too sure on the last 1...or was it cheng cheng...sighx...memory going sot sot...

From friday till todae...nth much...just that i have a sudden lyking for naruto...go figure...seems similar to ninja gaiden...

Found out that her life is still ok...jux that she is stressed since exams r comin...guess the stress from exams ain't soakin into me yet..

Gonna have to cut computer usage soon...parents...hate it when i cnt use my com...feel uneasy....

My thoughtx
1. Am i realli tt depressing?...
2. Pessimistic?...Saddist?...
3. I feel a seperation from my past and present...lyk 2 diff ppl...
4. Wonder how i could miss that squall's a pessimist...
5. How much more till i can finally get tt necklace...
6. Y do ppl ask me hu i buyin the necklace for when i ask them if they noe where to get it..

Cnt rmb anythin else...guess gotta take tt advice...cnt rmb from hu...nt too tink too much...stoppin here...bbx...

2006-04-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

Swords are being pierced through my heart...with each bad thing i do another sword is pierced...

No idea how i thought of that...

Todae had history first...so boring...was kinda distracted...writing stuff down onto my book...guess the lesson was rather boring...

Science...learnt about the human digestive system...the teacher was dismantling the model...kinda sick...

English...watched some of the videos of the MYM competition taken by miss lee...she kept saying that hamid's group pose was cute...lol...seemed rather over reacting...

Maths...didn't do much...did the first half hour outside the klaxx...then went over test results...sighx...27/35...not very good...hate being careless...

Ncc...gotta love it todae...veri slack...play a bit soccer...talk talk...then later dismiss...next tuesday total games day...hm...i tink i better go...very wasted to skip...

Not much things to post about....slight update to my thoughtx...and some random things...
1. In the garden lies a messenger...
2. So many people saying this blog reaks of emoish...
3. How to reach the shop mentioned by sadiq...
4. How much will the griever necklace cost...
5. Seems that my sorrow usually comes from ncc...
6. Why do questions always pop out in my head whenever i am bored?..
7. What will my future be?...
Not much of a post here...but i guess at least better than nth...

2006-04-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

Hm...past 2 days been going to kalang for school purposes...wonder y kalang...

Friday 31 March
Went to kalang threatre to watch that musical, Brothers. Met with Che Xuan, Tejasew(heck i noe how to spell his name...jux call him tetek), tetek's brother at tampines mrt station at like...5pm?...took a mrt ride to kalang...dotxz...i wanted to sleep on that train...every now and then fell asleep for a few seconds then suddenly wake up...wonder why i was feeling so tired....drop off at kalang at like...5.20pm?...che xuan and tetek was aruging on who said to meet at 5pm...lol...since had quite a lot of time left...went to eat dinner at macdonalds...spilt a bit of coke on my shirt...so careless...took bus 11 to kalang threatre...had to wait 30mins for that freaking bus...went in take my seat...since i arrived there later than russel...he went to change seats with me...bullshit...

Apprantly...yi jun had to sit next to me...then she changed seats with joey...i swear...i couldn't recognise joey from the back....she didn't tie her hair and i thought it was somebody i had nvr met before from another klaxx...**** thought she looked like pontianak...o.O...

There was that 15min break in between...sore throat was killing me the whole day...wanted to drink some water...1 whole crowd was already at the stall...decided not to then...lol...they were selling it lyk...$2 per bottle?...come on...daylight robbery...sighx...wasn't used to wearin the long pants...

Went back in and couldn't recognise joey agn...hm...my stm has really strong effect...and fast...

Me: *whispers to leon* who is that?...
Leon: Joey..
Me: Arh?...Joey?...

Guess that musical was ok...kinda cheesy....

Waited ouside the threatre with che xuan and tetek....met nissa and hamid later...tetek kept going back in to look for his brother...just kinda waited there for so long...then found out his brother left already...wth...

We walked to the national stadium bus-stop and took a bus back to tampines...was so tried...and felt lyk i was burnin up...reached home at 11.30pm...check my temperature...hm...38.0...no wonder i felt lyk burnin up...

Saturday 1 April
Went to skool at 7.20am?...too used to normal skool days i guess....was actually suppose to there at 7.45am...apprantly anwar was there at 6.40am..o.O...ok...real early...he said the gates weren't even open yet...

Went to kalang river with a toh...had to pick up rubbish...lol...some groups found weird things...neville's found a spade and ours found the road cone...lol...the rubbish we picked up totaled to 14kg...wow...at least we get CIP hours for these...

A toh asked me to total up wad was found by everyone...was lyk wtf...neville group alone recorded a lot of plastic bags le...

Went home after that to find myself burnin up to 38.3...wonder y i m so easily affected by fevers...

My thoughtx
Not much of an update...but just a few questions...
1. Why did the musical have to be at kalang threatre?...
2. Why did most of the galx wear short skirts and let their hair loose(espicially joey...)?...*wonders*
3. How did that cone/spade get at the river in the first place?...

2006-03-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

Dotxz...skool ain happy with me no more...biology, chinese, english, history teacher probably hate me...recount...

Last week Biology
At klaxx taking pledge
Me: *speeds up pledge then put hand down*
Teacher: That boy in the corner stand up
Zhi Rong: Me?..
Teacher: No the boy next to you..
Me: Arh?...
Teacher: You stand for the whole period...

Later...
Teacher: You know why you are standing right?..
Me: No...
Teacher: You weren't taking the pledge and you were playing with the table cover...no respect to your country...
Me: Arh?...

Next period History
Teacher: Min han you go stand behind
Me: Arh?...Again?...
*Some people laughing*

Well...todae...Literature was first...don't think there was anything interesting...except the debate of grandpa and jia cai...zhi rong was saying..."Oldies forever" and "Oldies make the world go round"...lol...

Had crush afterwards...as in safety on the internet...

Recess....was informed by sadiq that he went to my blog?...dotxz...didn't think he even surfed the internet....now hamid, anwar and sadiq says my blog is emo and depressing...izit?...

Maths...nothing new...

Chinese....i really think the teacher hates me...had to read a section of the paragraph in my textbook...after reading...teacher said i had 10 words i didn't know..each word -2 marks...full marks was 10...so i had a -10/10...the first person to get negative for reading....o.O...

Lunch...just ate...

English....teacher also probably hates me...
Teacher: Remember to bring english textbook on thursday as you need it for E-learning, allow me to repeat, Remember to bring english textbook on thursday as you need it for E-learning, allow me to repeat, Remember to bring english textbook on thursday as you need it for E-learning. Min Han what did i just say?..
Me: Er...to bring english textbook on thursday?..
Teacher: Why?...
Me: Er...
Leon: *whispers* for E-learning...
Me: For E-learning

Had homework time and 1 hour of maths after that...boring....my thoughtx ain't getting any new ideas....guess i will be going...

2006-03-22T17:46:00.000+08:00

Sianxz....feeling so tired lately...guess this is wad it normally feels to change from holiday mood to skooling mood...

Zhi Rong finally came back from his 3 weeks in hospital for his eye infection...now he look lyk he got a punch right in his eye...dotxz...

Had history first...After so long we finally got back our test results...dam...only got 6/15...badly done...i got a feeling this year i ain't gonna get to choose wad i wan for next year...still got to buy the skool magazine...$7 each...ouch...

Science...starting biology...some of the others were sad that the human reproductive system was next term...biology would be like sex ed...O.o...at least i got till next term to enjoy science while i still can...

Music...gonna choose to play balled?...dunoxz....veri sianxz...still gt muscial coming...compulsory....

Chinese...ting xie....gt a 100...=P...next week got zao ju...then 4/4 got test...i still hate chinese the most...

English...did the points for introduction and conclusion...nth interesting after that...

Homework time...already done my homework...just took 1 piece of paper to doodle on...leon...if you are still wonderin wad i written....gonna type most of it out...

"Life ain't perfect.

Nothing shall ever go right,

Everything shall go the way it ain't suppose to.

When you hope for something good,

You shall get something bad.

Life ain't gonna be kind to you.

Not once, not ever.

Life shall never be good,

It always finds a way to bite you back.

Life sucks.

It's a backstabber disgused as something good.

People who try to make the best of life are going in a trap."

"Fate decides my path.

Everything is fated.

Life, death, love, hate...

Everything is under fate.

Sorrow, happiness,boredom...

Feelings which humans feel,

All are under fate.

Fate has choosen my path.

The path...of death

The dark path, where evil is present.

I am walking alone on this path.

The only sounds are the beating of my shallow heart.

The only people are the shadows surrounding.

Sometimes I wish someone would find me.

Until then...

I walk alone."

Happy now?...got it typed out...duno why i wrote that...duno how i thought of that...maybe true...maybe false..that ain't for me to decide...

Gonna stop here...no updates to my thoughtx....bbx...

2006-03-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

Todae had maths klaxx...i was suppose to wake up at 6...woke up at 7 instead...too tired?...

Went to skool and saw the rest of the klaxx in the canteen waiting...most doing the quesitons...went up to klaxx latr...lol...most ppl was hoping a soh nvr come...jialat realli come back...nt bad...he brought lollipops....finally..candy day..

In klaxx...after a while...

Me: Mr soh u gt bring the biscuits?...(told him to bring 2 weeks ago)

Anwar: Yar mr soh you got any biscuits?...

Lol...anwar was also interested for the biscuits...lyk last year...=P...mr soh brought 1 whole container of it..i ate half and anwar ate the other half...we didn't eat breakfast...lol...tasted nice..

A soh latr went staff room take for us...mm...tasted nice...

A soh: Here the biscuits *hands to me*

Anwar: *stretches forward from the chair* give me some...

Lol...didn't tink he would be lyk tt...i wished i could have more of the biscuits...had to share with the klaxx....sighxz....wad can i say?..i love biscuits...latr hamid had the rest of the few...i was fed up and jux went to take it...hamid was lyk...rush to a soh to return...telling him nt to giv me...

Me: *takes biscuits back to seat*

A soh: Min han i tink u jux finish it up lar...

Me: *Gd news to my ears*...*smiles*...

Latr had the break...i jux went out for the 1st few mins looking down...tinkin...latr went back in and saw they were havin tt candy day...so jux take my hasre lor...8 lollis...tooth decay...lol...

Others came back and mr soh had jux reloaded the biscuits...mm...round 2...

Me: *eat a few biscuits*

Anwar: Now min han..learn to share...*takes 1 biscuit*

the biscuits jux went around the whole klaxx...sighxz..i wanted more...

Went off latr...lena n pak siong were trying to get ppl to go kbox with..in the end nvr go..lena lyk so angry...felt sorry...

At home...nth to do...went to tink agn...sry ppl...no new thoughtx...tinkin over the same thing...

Gotta go sleep now...bbx...

2006-03-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

Been a while since i posted...let's see...

4th-5th march
Woke up with a fever...kept trying to bring my fever down...drink liyang...barley...drink until now i sick of it...

6th march
Didn't go skool todae...had a fever...stay home whole day trying to bring it down...missed lit play...

7th march
Came back to skool...sighxz...after nt going to skool for 1 day...you feel lyk doing it over n over agn...found out ytd lit play samuel's rape scene was funny..sighxz...too bad i missed it...pe i jux sat there in 1 corner watched others dance..nt lyk i wanted to anyway...got scolding from teacher for nt telling her straight away y i cnt do pe..=.=...didn't go for ncc todae...was still tired...=P

8th march
Jux went for skool normally...history,science,music,mother tongue,el,IS..nt much to say abt...cept tmr is social ediqute...my worst nightmare..

9th march
Todae had science...then history...formed groups for project...i m with nicolas,samuel lee,geraldo,hong jie...meeting them on mondae for land..=P...and tues for project...
Had alive after that...then maths...mr soh was at reservice...so we had mr gohel (go to hell) to teach us...ok lar...didn't realli lyk him though...
Homec....social ediquete...my worst nightmare has arrived...went on to put on my tie...came back saw all the gal putting/put on their...scarves?...dunoxz...thought billie was wearing cotton wool..lol...went in latr...dam leon pangseh...nvr come..i had to pull chair for billie?...i felt so degraded....nicholas had to do for ming si...then gt tt tok gentleman/lady...etc. billie needed to go serve the soup...so i had to pull chair for her agn...she wanted to purposely keep standing?...o.O...

Billie: I keep standing wan?
Me: Don't you dare...

had mistrone soup...nt tt nice...they had lots of crap inside...veges...our water somemore gt that lemon inside...taste dam disgusting...had spaghetti after tt...n chicken...and ice cream...mm...too bad i didn't get chocolate...

to those hu think i can be a gentleman...tkk...i will prove u wrong...i nvr wan to do that agn...2 years to grad nite b4 having to do this agn...o.O...

10th march
Duno y todae dam tired...so dam sleepy...went to skool go for chinese....keep falling asleep in klaxx....in science nt as tired...but fell asleep at least twice...todae last day with a toh...bb a toh..

english...fell asleep at least 3 or 4 times....

Lies head on table
Syafiqah: Tired huh?
Me: Uh huh...*continues lying on table resting*

Maths...mr go to hell agn...todae suppose to have test...he duno anything abt it..latr on then noe gt test after holidays...got back my results...badly dropped...27th in klaxx...how sad...though...most ppl said smth wrong with homec marks...tink most ppl shocked when i told them i 27th...hamid was anyway...

Latr hamid came my house..played a bit then he went home...sighxz...still veri tired...

Slight update to my thoughtz...
1. Wad do i do with my life now?..i don't go after her anymore..i gt nth to go after...

2. Wad do other people tink of me?...an idiot?...emotional?...

3. Am i emotional?..

4. Why i cnt be a gentleman...the reasons...agreed...

5. am i a common hate among ppl?..

Going off now...wan to play other things..

2006-03-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

Damn...

Sick...gt fever...rose up to 38.8 degrees max for todae...sighx...sry tricia and others....sick until lyk this...cnt do lit project...jux tell me wad to do on mondae if i m ok...

Fever been going up and down..1 moment its 37.5...some time later its 38+...sighxz...dad said my history of high fevers has always been going up n down lyk roller coaster...hard to take care of me...o.O...*rmbs mich n jesscia giving me my medicine at p2/p3...*...(was a dno how to take care of myself type of person)...

Hm...dengue is suppose to go up n down?...if it is...then...hopefully i don have it..or i will be joining ppl in another world...sighxz...parents been worried about me...i hate having fevers...

Ytd the only thing i can rmb quite well...was in the hall b4 neville's wushu...we saw gt the high jump things all set up le..so jux jump lor...i lost my touch...i can do 120...i noe i can..but i jux nvr lift legs properly...sighxz...i kept crashing...suicide dive..lol...dno hu crash into it then the pole breaking?...o.O...nt me tts for sure...tricia wanted to try...tink she did 80 or 90...4got...jia you...

Sighxz...i wonder wad caused this fever..my emotions?...being pessimistic etc.?...or a virus which somehow entered my body...dunoxz...if its my emotions..i better start learning to control it...

Currently 38+...the panadol extra which my dad bought sure is strong..eat 1 feel dizzy le..slept most of the day away...now don feel veri tired...

Went for tuition jux now at 3+...gt jian bao done..left english newspaper...don feel lyk doing it...

Whole day how i felt lyk quite random..1 moment cold...another hot...

Some more questions to think about...

1.Wad happens when some1 dies?...Would their memory be gone 4eva?...or would their soul still be there?...

2. Why do i have mild colour blindness?...

3. Why izit tt around my heart area aches sometimes?...

4. How is my friend doing?...

5. Hua qiang said tt wearing glaxxex would slowly increase eye's degrees and contacts would keep eye degrees constant...mom said tt contacts are troublesome....so how?...

Gotta take another panadol soon...hopefully i won't feel so dizzy...

2006-03-02T18:28:00.000+08:00

Hm...questions going around in my head...

1. why do i care about my friends?...why should i carry their burden?...

2. why does hamid call staring into blank space "trance"?...

3. why izit tt when i go into "trance"...i have nth on my mind...it feels lyk my mind jux drifted away...

4. why does hamid say the mark on my neck is a lovebite?...

5. why must we do tt social thing in homec?...being a gentleman...cannot imagine it...

6. do i realli have to wear formal at sec 4 graduating nite?...i hate those clothes...

7. why do some people say i m more tanned while others say i m not?...

8. why do i feel that i can trust hamid?...

9. why do i have a lyking for archers n thieves?...

10. why is life so complicated?...

11. how does anwar tink of those questions which he gives hamid to tink over...

12. wad do people tink of me?...

13. why do i have a tendacy to be irritating?...

14. why do i hate being relied on?...

15. why r galx lyk tt?...sometimes tell them the truth they tink its a lie..n vice versa...

lots of things to tink about...sighx

Science..duno...4got..gotta go for test after skool....almost fell asleep in klaxx...sadiq woke me back to my senses...

History...spilt into groups to make questions...lol...last minute then finished it...tok too much...

recess...was so relax until thought skool over n i was tinking of leaving?...

alive...nth much...bored...

maths...same as alive...hate boring days....need to at least get something to tink about..

A soh: Leon you down 30...

Leon: But min han asking me wad i write in the notes...

A soh: Then you 2 share...down 15 each..

Me and leon do 15 push-ups each...
Me:o.O

lunch...at last few minutes was jux staring into blank space...hamid was wondering if i was going into a" trance" jux lyk anwar...anwar had to wake me up..i felt lifeless in tt "trance"...

Homec...got back holiday hmwk...gt 35 outta 40..nt bad...sianxz...next week need to be gentleman..i sure fail de...gotta get myself a tie...zzz...hate it...

lit..joined neville etc. ....latr billie and josephine went to yijun group?...eng lee was lyk..."go employ some1 from lena group"..lol...

went to do science test..lol...teacher also heck care...we go discuss together...lol...

sighxz...too many questions...too few answers...

2006-03-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

Sianxz...go back to skool after camp jux over...

Borrowed anwars maths textbook and tried to learn tt new change subject thing for maths...managed to learn it...=P

History...guess its ok...though..i don rmb wad we did..hm..short term memory realli is effective on me...

Science...its ok...had to draw tt concept thing on how light refracts in a prism...ok...so i m the only 1 hu got the concept rite..i didn't draw it neat or draw the arrows or even the normal...ok..no insult needed ok a toh?..as long as concept correct ok le..

Recess...hm...i tink i m gonna stop using hamid as a support le...he seems irritated enuff as it is from the questions from anwar...

Music...teacher was jux singing...lol...nt nice...teacher was jux "teaching"...and we were jux either listening...playing the piano or...using the internet...she doesn't realli care?...dunoxz...don realli care...as long as nobody say..i should be safe...had zhi rong to say "mary had a little lamb" on her mic though..lol...

Chinese...test...sianxz..nvr study...won't make any difference even if i did...wrote lots of crap here crap there...last bit when we were suppose to describe smth...i wrote..."ni shi tian cai, ni she le zi ji wei le wo men jin bu" (You are a genius, you sacrifice yourself just for us to improve)...hey..i was outta ideas...

Lunch..gave back anwar's book...almost 4got abt it..lol...sry anwar...

Maths...went through the new thing learnt...went for independent study latr...

independent study...nth to do..lol..finished hmwk...chinese i could not do yet...

More maths...sianxz...went through maths test...lost 2 marks...sadly..

Hm...wish my friend gd luck in going steady with tt gal...all the best to u..

2006-02-28T19:12:00.000+08:00

February 28th Tuesday
Woke up and went to bathe...had pt after that..ok lar...nt that bad...found out from my friend about wad happened last nite at his room...

His room...he was the only chinese...the rest of them were talking about her...lol...jux 1 day and she has lyk...10-20 admirers?...even me and my friend....

Went rappeling down a 4-storey building latr...wohoo..finally managed to control my fear of heights...up to 4 storeys...=P...so fun..lol...Duno y i was so scared to do something so fun at primary 4....we were suppose to walk down the building...i went ahead to jump lol....friciton was building up heat jux because i was jumping..last moment i turn a little to much....unbalanced...knock against the building...

Me trying to get myself back to position
Sir: Oi...i didn't say to jump right?...I say walk right?...
Me: (Walking down)...

Latr...
My friend: Hey...i tink 1 of them lyk you leh..
Me: Yeah rite...
My friend: I overheard them...
Me: I tink you hear wrong...(walks to next station)...

Rock climbing..sighx..i only manged to climb until around 2-3 stories...when i wanted to climb up...no foot hold there....kaoxz...stand there lyk idiot...then when i fell...hand scratch against wall...gt couple of scratches here and there....i tink i shldn't have forced myself to continue going up after falling twice..1 small part of the skin at my finger peeled off..sighx...saw some blood on my hand on the way up the board..finally gave up after i cannot get myself a good foothold le...

My friend was rite...it was fun to pull at tt galx hair..lol...from previous day until today...

Had lunch....

Latr when we fall in...i didn't button my shirt...so...

Sir: Sexy izit?...nvr button...

Me: ....(wadevaxz)

Did area cleaning...sianxz...latr we exchanged emails/numbers...

Went back to skool..lol..fell asleep on tt bus...

Went home..quickly showered...was smelly from sweating...sighx

This is around the only thing i found fun of ncc...lol...besides imt...Independent Marksmen Training...or smth lyk that...

*Wonders wad happens next*...

2006-02-28T18:47:00.000+08:00

Back from camp...=P...i swear...i don't ever want to sweat so much at 1 shot agn...going over wad happened...

Feb 27th Monday
Went to skool in full uniform no. 4...felt lyk an odd 1 out..lol...hamid can get 1 day without me using his shoulder as a support....

Went off...bus trip so long...can sleep de...

Reached le then followed sir...we were latr divided into groups...i had a mdm as in charge...so nt used to it...called her sir by accident..=.=...

Looked around at the people there....ok lar...spotted some faces from primary skool...

Latr at building...we walked about...kinda didn't have anything to do yet...though...was looking at this gal...eye catcher...someone else latr asked me...

Him: Eh...tt gal over there chio rite?..
Me: Yeah....wad?!...

Ok...its kinda unusual for me to do see if a gal was chio...but seriously...she was an eye catcher...

Had lunch...

Went for archery...ok...i didn't noe how much strength to use..so i started with a little strength and slowly increased it...slowly...kinda sux...

After archery went for paintball...this was the best thing in the whole camp...we got guns with pellets which when broken..the pink paint inside will burst out...we were suppose to shoot the 3 bottles at the opposite side...and quickly take the flag and run back to base...sadly...some were shot...

While waiting,
Somebody: Why the yellow team always winning?
Me: (Sarcastically) Cox yellow is a nicer colour
Another gal: Exactly...
Me: I thought pink was the best?...(rmbs syafiqah love of all things pink)
Same gal: Yeah man...
Me: o.O...

We had 1 shot pratice at 1 metal?...duno...had the picture of a soldier...

Me pointing to the target at the right side
Sir: Oi...wan to hit your sir arh?...
Me: ...(shifts to middle target)

i tink some people missed...lol...managed to get direct shot...=P

Well...i hid behind the barrel...since my team was the odd team out...we had to play against the CLT and above...crazy...i went forward to a barrel close to our bottles and starting to shoot from there...every now and then were shots flying from the other team...1 barely missed me...lol...barely...

Sad....i managed to shoot down the 1st bottle in about 2 or 3 shots...hey...i had to make sure i didn't go too high or i would get shot...and a 2nd bottle in about 8 shots...well...our flag was blown by the wind and in the direction of my shots...each shot was deflected by the flag...suay...gt fed up after 3-4 shots then shot 3-5 shots 1 after another...dam flag...deflected each of my shots...decided to take risk and stand slightly higher and managed to shoot the 2nd bottle...

I could not see the 3rd bottle from where i was...sad...i also cannot move to another barrel...sighx..the sirs kept shooting...no chance....finally...saw the opposite team 1 sir coming forward...so i aimed at him...lol...

Me shooting at sir
Sir: Oi...hu shoot me?...

I think i did...cannot be sure...if i did...sorry...saw the enemy team taking their flag when our bottles were all shot...tried to shoot him...too bad...game over...we lost...at least i managed to shoot 2 bottles...=P...

Obstacle course...quite fun...though...1 point when we are suppose to lie of the ground and proceed forward...the gal in front of me jux kept complaining that she cannot go out of that obstacle...almost kicked my face nia...other than that...that obstacle course quite fun...

Made a new friend from junyuan sec...and found out tt chio gal name...sighx...too bad she was from junyuan...

Ate dinner...had cadet nite...and latr bathed...

2006-02-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

Well...this is smth diff...slight update to my thoughtz...

1. I think there are 2 of me...a kid me...and a slightly...slightly more mature me..the kid me is the opposite of the teen me..split personalities...maybex...

The kid me wans to keep talking..make friends...its..kinda...optimistic..though...it tends to ignore some ppl...

The teen me...wans to be...alone...being pessimistic...tends to listen to the ppl which the kid me ignores...

Its kinda hard...i got to follow only 1...don't think that opposites can mix...

Life is making it cruel for me..I feel lyk i am lying to myself...

2. I belief...the only things you need in life..is..faith...hope...and luck...if anything good happens...i belief its the cause of the luck...hope will bring you the confidence you might need to do something....and faith...is put into your friends...i don't think there is anything else that is needed... life seems complete with jux faith, hope and luck...

3. I belief...in fate...i belief everything is fated...the day i was born...the day my friends were born...me choosing this skool....making this blog...i belief its all fated...i belief that everything that happens is suppose to happen...if someone tries to change his fate...fate is said that he will try to change it...and since fate has said that it will try to change it...he is following fate rather than change fate...everything is fated...

4. My mission statement...Everything is Impossible and Nothing is Possible...i am tinking about it...it seems lyk the mission statement i wan to have...but...that will mean my life is...hopeless...i guess i will follow this for a while...until i can get this to be changed...i tink a toh noe wad kind of a person i am from reading the mission statement..sighx...

5. Why do people...espicially galx...hide some of their painful memories in the heart?...it will make them feel sad more often...some people will...jux tell it out...to get it off them...why do they wan to hide it in the heart?....

6. Why do galx blouses have no pockets?...wonder y...

7. Is my life fated to be lyk this?...being boring, pessimistic and sarcastic?...sighx...i wish i knew the answer...

2006-02-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

Chinese...gt ting xie...1 wrong..can lar...jux left out 1 dian...suay...for some weird reason...when teacher ask for the meaning of something...if i noe..i will giv a stupid way of saying the meaning...then sometime get correct...chain..i said metal string..count as correct...dotxz...sianxz..next week gt chinese test..i tink i m gonna fail again...

Science...cannot rmb much..only rmb that there is the science test next week on mondae...and by then..i will be at ncc headquarters for camp...come back to temasek on tuesday...the day after chinese test...kaoxz...

English...miss lee did switching places for samuel and nicolas...samuel next to me le...well..at least nt nicolas..or i gone case...though...

Miss Lee: You live in a world of your own..
Me: arh?...

I tink she said tt...if she did...wonder wad she means...

Maths...had a test...last question...7b...i duno how to do...so hard...2 marks gone down the drain...lol..i wasn't the only 1...samuel whole thing all duno..lol...nicolas has influenced him i guess...

Ncc...well..2 weeks from now...there will be a test agn for me..sighx...and a parade with npcc...thats a first...

Skool is so boring...sighxz...

2006-02-23T16:55:00.000+08:00

Sighx...duno y skool always so sianxz..

Had science...did a little more on refraction...anwar was complaining that a toh was teaching lyk a snail...and at times...progress was going backwards...lol...anwar...i noe u r good at science..don gan chiong...wait for everyone else...

History...test...15 marks...doubt i pass...i tink i get 5 marks only..nvm...though...some people think they can get 14 marks...a bit proud?...dunoxz...yuan song was hoping for 12 n above...gd luck...as long as i don't get the last...its ok to me..nt lyk i actually studied for it anyway...

Recess...wad u tink?...

Alive...nth much...don't tink ppl lyk thurs...see a toh twice...

A toh: Min han say u should go do agn..
Me: i asking need greet u agn a not...nt wan go out come in agn...

Maths latr...nth much i can say abt maths..cept a soh going next week...=P...sad thing...next week need stay back extra lesson...kaoxz..

Lunch...don't tink there is a need to repeat things...

Homec...cook pizza meal todae...sianxz...i so hate cooking...me n leon made the pizza while billie and ming si made the salad and drink...che xuan drink was...X(...yogurt...me n leon tried...chiong sink spit out...lol...seriously...doesn't taste nice...looks nice though...looks can be deceiving...had to do tt evaluation...near last question...wad 3 lessons did u learn from this?...

My answers..

1: Teamwork is important as we will share the burden.
2: Time management is important. (copied)
3: Looks can be deceiving

seriously...our drink was so-so nice...mostly banana taste...strawberry only gave the colour and some seeds...lots of ice cream..lol...

After we ate liaoxz..and some stuff from other groups...lol..stomach hurt...no comments here...i ain the only 1...i tink che xuan drink if drink too much go home go lau sai...(nt sure on spelling)

Wad do you people lyk to be if you had to fight in an old time battle?...
Personally..i prefer long range attackers...i lyk archers and ninjas...though..sadiq seems to lyk sumurais...

sighx...skool is so dammit boring...was this all fated to happen?...

2006-02-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

Sighx...nowadays its all so boring..

Hamid was saying that i am emo at home and talkative in school...right...wad?..i got spilt

personalities or smth?..it would be so nice if that was true...sadly..it ain't...i tink...

History..sighx..tmr having a test..i sure gone case...gotta get hamid to lend me his notes...did revision on seq and sbq

...nt tt i realli paid much attention anyway...lol..get level2/3 / 2-5 marks ok le lah...don wan too high...

Science..Sadiq and me were arguing over which is better...ninjas or sumurais...

Sadiq:Samurais are all brave people...they don't jux attack from a distance...

Me: Ninjas have better reflexes than sumurais...and they are faster...so they can attack fast...and use smoke bombs etc.

Sadiq: Yeah...they are gay men...they attack from far...

Russel: But Samurais wear skirts...

saw the videos agn...kinda boring to watch it a 2nd time...sianxz...science is starting to get more boring the harder it gets...wish i can skip biology though...don wan to learn things which are not meant to be learnt...i wonder if i choose triple science...will i have to do experiments next year?...i got that colourblind certificate...will it excuse me?...lol...ppl seem surprised tt i m colourblind...its only mild...hope it doesn't get worse as i grow..

Recess...hotdog...=P...lol...still tinking over the ninja sumurai issue...

Music.....nth much to say...

Chinese...boring...having another test on the way...dammit...i did bad enough for the 1st 1 and now u

wan me to die agn?...sianxz...still got article to hand in soon...so dam hate chinese....

Lunch...lol...hamid kept saying that when anwar was looking at the floor tinking...he was in a trance..lol..

I mean..wads wrong?...its jux tinking over stuff...i mean..not lyk i don't do it...though..i had ppl stare

at me before...when i was jux staring into blank space in the little world of my own...

English...went over that summary thing...still not very good at it...oh wells...die die must try...

Independent study...nth much..jux that near the end..a soh kept shouting at the klaxx next door...

lost his temper...hopefully when i lose my temper i won't be lyk that...

hopefully...

Latr at the bus stop we were talking...

Nissa: I was waiting...thought u were still inside...asked samuel how long it takes to pee...he said 5 secs...ask tetek (not the malay meaning) he no answer...

Hamid: Like how long do you think it takes to pee?...

Nissa: my brother last time say he break record 45secs...

(this was in malay...it helps to have malay friends to translate..=P)

Nissa: Realli he said he took 45mins...

Me: Minutes?...

Nissa: eh seconds..

Hamid: wad u expect it to come out drop by drop?...

Lol...nissa was saying that anwar had girlish feature..o.O...

Me: so you are saying that anwar is a chio bu?..

*all laughs*

Latr on the bus...

Yi Jun: Min han why you keep moving in front and behind?..lyk ur house arh?..

Me: Jux waiting for show to start...

Yi Jun: Looking for ur ****** arh?...

Me: She is in ho*****....(i don't love her le...seriously..)

(wish yi jun would not tease me about her..)

Wonder hu starting saying that i lyk kim..i so don't...screw u..

Sianxz...school is so boring..so dam boring...wonder wad is fated to happen to me next...

2006-02-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

I will be waiting...

I will be waiting...here...

I will be waiting...here...for you

so...if you come here...you will find me...

I promise...

Lyk from ff8...lol...anyway...

Todae...Literature...teacher wanted us to form groups...

and submit which group you are in by next mondae...ok...i duno

which group to be in...cox i don't wan to act...

so i am as good as dead....and next monday i will be at campfeast anyway...

Alive...teacher was doing some "experiment"...using beans and balls...

jux say the word balls and the klaxx will echo..lol...

Also got play with the balloons...

A Toh:Scientific study shows that gal can multi task better than boys

Klaxx: Agree/Disagree

latr gao ning need to "juggle" the balloons...lol...1 tio burst...duno y...

some of those in front were lyk so

shocked/scared...lol...ok...so it was loud..but nt that loud...

latr can jux step on the balloons let them burst..

So loud..yet so nice...was lyk my life breaking into pieces...

gotta hand in hmwk tmr for alive...half page about whether i put 1st things 1st..or smth lyk that...

Recess....lyk alwayx...nvr anything interesting...

Maths...had to sit with syafiqah...dam that a soh...don

tikam tikam pair us up lar...

marked tutorial...1 page...10 marks gone...*faint*...

Chinese...sianxz...at least i did compo and test

corrections..need to hand in

compo by end of the day...guess gotta do it latr...

Lunch...lyk recess...there is nvr ever for the whole year anything interesting...

English...nothing much...jux that when we normally come in..

i tend to auto sit on the table while waiting...

miss lee saw then ask us all go out...my bad...lol...pak siong, zhi rong

and samuel latr read passage...

samuel read funny lor...all sorts of weird things...

After klaxx on the way to hall for independent study...someone

caught a lizard and was showing it...

skali dropped then crawl on floor...kai ting wanted to quickly go

lol...tried to catch it...but latr hamid called me

oh yeah...independent study...nvm..leave the lizard alone

on the way to the opposite side...heard

some gal scream..lol...was it that scary?...looked so nice...

Independent study nth much...jux read then latr

did my compo...

Life is so boring...at least it makes it up with depression

and suffering...

2006-02-17T19:47:00.000+08:00

This will be a post on my thoughtx...and some memories...if you don't lyk it...jux ignore this...

When i was in primary 1...i was a moron now that i tink of it..when i 1st came to primary skool...i stood at the carpark entrance...not knowing wad to do at all...i didn't even tink that i could be hit by a car...when exams came..i didn't noe a dam thing about it...i didn't noe it was important for promoting to primary 2...i didn't noe i was to study...its lyk i had been closed off from the world for years...

When i was in primary 2...i was slightly more used to skool...at least i knew where to go...unlyk the previous year...though..i still didn't noe wad were exams...

When i was in primary 3...i met her...and i had a crush on her...i wonder y it usually starts at primary 3...whenever she wanted to tok to me..probably to make friends...i ignored her...i guess i was too shy and also too used to games to a point in which games were a big part of my life...1 part of me wanted to ignore her...another part wanted to listen...now i see that i regret it starting at this point...this year...when science jux started...i grew a lyking towards it...kinda sux...i could score gd marks for my maths and science easily...i was comparing my marks with jasper...a friend from another klaxx....i guess i didn't want to lose...

When i was in primary 4...thatx when jasper moved...i guess i could not find some1 to compare with that i knew of...so..my marks were dropping a bit...then i started to neglect my chinese...i started to hate it...it was so hard...i always tend to get praises from my teacher...since i could score quite well in my exams...i also had this weird habit...whenever i tok to my friends...this was the time in which they started to tease about hu they lyked etc....i could not lie...when i wanted to lie...i will tend to giggle..or smile trying to contain my giggle...my friends could tell from here that i was lying...so...some of those idiots spread it out to the klaxx...n i tried to ignore the teasing until they eventually 4got...

When i was primary 6....around this time or so...she moved...tt part in me tt wanted to listen to her hurt...i duno how..i duno y...i was rather thick skin...n i had always been looking at the bright side of life...being optimistic...and my life suddenly seemed to jux plunge down...i neglected my studies..but i could still pass well...except for my chinese...

When i reached secondary...thatx when i changed...i became pessimistic over time...duno how..duno y...it felt better when i degraded myself...calling me "idiot" etc....i picked up my temper from my mother when she used to scold and cane me when i was younger...sry hamid...i m violent..but i picked it up...

My thoughtz
I feel that to not feel any more pain...i wan to hide myself from the world agn...putting walls around me...confining myself...
I feel that my chinese doesn't matter to me anymore..even if i m a chinese...i don care...whether i study or not..its the same..i will still fail...
I feel that looking on the dark side of life is better than looking on the bright side of life...
My feel for her has dropped slightly over time..
My life and future has no meaning...
My mission statement is that..."Everything's Impossible n Nothing's Possible
I feel that degrading myself is better...

this is only some of those which i can tink of now...even if you had jux read tt...you will probably tink diff of me...jux hate me...i wan you to hate me...i feel it's better to be alone...

2006-02-17T19:36:00.000+08:00

Sighx...friday at last...

History...cnt rmb anything interesting...other than when we suppose to make a question...i jux tok to zhi rong and joe abt maple...lyk i had anything else to do...

Science...a toh agn...distributed science files...red..o.O...don't realli lyk red...prefer blue, green, orange....anything but red...

Recess...normals...though...hamid owes me $7 now...lol...slowly adding more...

English...had to do comprehension...sianxz le...apprantly miss lee put her videos on youtube...even our riot video...=.=...

Maths...more algebra....kaoxz...i tink by the end of this year....i will have lots of white hair...

Went to com lab to see see tt other blogs...nt supposed to...but i don't tink any1 cares...

Yi jun: His phone got 2 galx pic...
Neville: 2 meh?...thought only 1?..
Me: ....(Yi Jun...tiam...)

neville commented on her pic...ok...n gao ning was teasing me...=.=....latr went for Ncc...nth much...

Latr at bus stop

Zhi Rong: Mine muscles and fats lor...

Pak siong: Mine also...

Zhi Rong: Min han...you so strong de...

Me: ...o.O

Pak Siong: Strain your arm leh...

Me: (wadevaxz)...~follows~

Pak Siong: wah...so strong...all muscles...

Me:...(seriously...wadevaxz)..no lah..

Todae is such a short and boring day....

2006-02-15T20:03:00.000+08:00

February 15th (Day after Valentine's, Total Defense Day, Today)

Was tinking of a way to giv stuff to gao ning...too shy to giv it personally...so gt ying2 to help me pass to her...hopes she lyks it...nvm...it wasn't too ex anywayx..=P...

Note to self...figure out y ying2 is suspicious...

History...did tt souce base question thing...lol....neville didn't score so well...

Science....went through a little on light...had to read up on refraction latr....

Recess...thank goodness no porridge agn...lol...jux ate normals...Sadiq and hamid were wondering y i always ate the same stuff...burger, sandwich...fan choy...lor mai kai...lol...got a problem with it?...

Music...no playing of the piano todae...~jeers~...watched some video instead...sianxz....so wu liaoxz...though...funny at wad crap others could tink of...saxophone=sexophone,sexyphone...lol...

Chinese...got back compo...i failed..agn..sure sure..more corrections...screw u...and more dammit homework...got zuo ye...bi ji...ting xie...corrections for test and compo...5th article...kaoxz....so dammit hate chinese...stressful at the thought of having so much work...

Lunch...lyk recess...ate normals...

Maths...sianxz...still had headache from chinese...then a soh jux had to add on more hmwk....wad a way to darken my day...chinese followed by stressful maths doesn't mix...

Independent Study...k lah..jux did hmwk..managed to finish up maths and some of the chinese test corrections...dam hard...I am gonna die trying...sighx...

School jux seems lyk a torture house now...

Went to comics collections then library with anwar and hamid...nth better to do...then latr went home...

Sighx...hope my life gets interesting soon....

2006-02-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

Feb 14th a.k.a Valentine's

Saw every1 exchanging gifts...lol...ppl were giving cookies, chocolates...and for anwar...a "baby on board" sign..lol...for being a peedoh...lol...

Gao Ning: Where's my valentine present?..
Me: Was I suppose to get it?...

Note to self...get something for gao ning...

Pe...had hip hop dancing...screw it..so lamex...i jux sat down there...watched zhi rong crapped....he changed the dance to look lyk for gayx...godx...suddenly when every1 finishing up the dance...a soh come in..lol..i jux quickly stand up anyhow do..if he caught me...i tink i push up lyk no tmr...

El...maria hertogh thing...sighx..i realli lazi to do the diary entries...lol...deadline supposed to be tmr...but got extended to friday...thx hamid...

Recess...apprantly celebrating total defense day...only sell porridge and water...kena sai...jux buy lar...suan le...was hungry anyway...

Chinese...doing corrections...sighx...so long...no comment....

IT...lol...ppl were saying crap...example zhi rong..lol...hamid was experimenting colours on his duckies...lol...white..dark..green...lol...i had mine blurry...n slightly tilted...when put against the water background...looked lyk titanic?...lol...

Lunch...yay...back to normal menu...lol....jux bought smth to eat...n waited till lunch over...

Assembly...sighx...we had tt total defense quiz...seemed totally unfair though...u wrong...if the question worth big points...u penalty big amt...so tough...too bad singh...

Ncc....rushed to ncc room take clothes and changed...latr learn another command for arms drill...going to have test next week..sighx...so tiringx...physical training...ran 2 rounds...then..those hu wanted to run another round..do so..i chose nt too...apprantly..those hu did not run a 3rd round had to do 20 pushups...then latr extend to 30...o.O...nvr realli did 30 without getting up to rest before though..kinda new to it...

After Ncc went to tm...remembered my note to self...went to buy some pooh bear thing at minitoons...apprantly its a magnet n hp accessory...and also went to comics collection...bought tt gunblade keychain...and a green heart with the letter "G"...lol...can tink of some things it can stand for...

Gao Ning
Green
Galx
Good

Lol...ok...so i was bored....reached home at 7.50pm+...i swear...next year...i better get pak siong to follow me to get gifts...i sux at choosing gifts...

2006-02-15T19:16:00.000+08:00

Finally....got the skin rightx....lol...took...duno...2-3dayx?...Anywayx...recount...

Feb 13th (Eve of Valentine's)
Monday...Lit...gotten hmwk to do...sighx...hate having hmwk...alive...toh nvr come...got relief teacher...had to do duno wad mission statement...=.=...i don realli care wads my mission statement...Maths...went for health checkup...the nurse was asking me...

Nurse: You are colour blind?
Me: Yar
Nurse: Got go take the test?...
Me: Yar...
Nurse: Got go health care centre?...
Me: Yar...
Nurse: Got the certificate?...
Me: Yar...
Nurse: Got show the teachers?...
Me: No...
Nurse: Go photocopy and distribute...next time if got something wrong..you get blamed...
Me: Ok...o.O

Chinese...got back my test results...38.5 outta a 100...godxz...well...at least not as bad as some others..=P...dam teacher...making us do corrections...i tink i gonna go insane this yr...English..did Maria Hertogh play...lol...dam funny...sighx..need to do 7 entries for diary...Independent Study...mr sara was so dam angry...he kept using the word bloody...lyk ok...stfu?...

2006-02-11T12:56:00.000+08:00

Ok...todae went for cross country...starting was waiting at interchange...supposed to meet pak siong...then last minute he msg me...say he going himself...=.=...kaoxz...the whole trip i was wondering if i was past victoria le...later finally reached le...then walked there...whole time russel was messaging me...asking abt wad will happen to our stuff...=.=...latr start le...i run...run until legs wan to die...though...the distance this yr seemed shorter...every now n then walked n run...keep switching....latr caught up with hong qie...last minute i pangsei him...lol...i see the others so tired...gave them my milo...i still could tahan....but starting felt lyk fainting le...jux gave my milo away to yi jun gaoning...denise also...ok lah...at least can somewhat test my perservance by only drinking water...latr went to bus stop...lena was lyk...can lend me ur phone?...then she was lyk...

ying2:hu's phone is tt?
Lena:my mother's de

Latr started raining....let gao ning etc. stay inside the bus stop...apprantly my left half of my body was slightly exposed to the rain...left shoe started getting soaked...took bus 48...latr dropped off at tms n took the bus 10 behind it...lent yi jun my handphone...she then saw the "pic"....then she was listening to the songs...nth much anywayx...she even wanted me to switch phones with her...=.=...lyk real...apprantly...latr gao ning also saw the "pic"...she also latr say wad...

gaoning:min han...are u stupid or wad?...cnt see tt **** is flirting with u?
yijun or gaoning(nt sure): **** is the type of girl hu tinks all boys lyk her..
me:o.O
(****=Name)
went to eat lunch with che xuan...then went to tm jalang jalang...saw 1 shop selling some stuff...saw them selling a gunblade...keychain n letter cutter...keychain=$6.90/7.90 the letter cutter=$11.90....the letter cutter looks lyk the real thing..with the attached Griever...too bad it isn't a keychain...i feel lyk i realli wan it...better ask around to see if its worth it...

Gunblade=a weapon which is half gun half sword

Maybe on mondae will go tm with hamid n ask him if its worth it...looks so dam nice...sighx...but $11.90...realli seems ex....

went home...took off my shoe n saw my foot was wrinkled...godx...1 or 2 hours in my wet shoe...let it go back to normal b4 going to bathe...latr tok on msn...tok to elaine...lol..4got hu she was...then latr rmb le...lyk veri paiseh...she say last time in skool she ask me maths questions...i don wan help...so bad...o.O....

anywayx...nth better to do now...dam bored...n got hmwk to do...sighx...well...at least no lessons todae...=P

2006-02-08T12:44:00.000+08:00

Sianxz...k lar...todae started ok...PE...did warm-ups...then latr 5 boys chosen to try high jump...
Register no.
19 hamid..chosen
20 che xuan...sports captain..pass..
21 neville...chosen..
22 geraldo...chosen..
23 leon...sports captain..pass...
24 me..chosen..
25 sadiq..chosen..

hamid didn't no wad to do..so end up neville 1st..neville gd...put back of the line..geraldo...k lar...at least no mistakes...me...didn't noe how to "curve"...so sadiq went 1st...no comment...then me..finally got it...then me agn...n agn...mr soh was lyk..."wah...still can arh...superman..."..then neville..."oi superman"..diaoxz...then me...then finally when 125cm...cnt le...neville n me cnt le..lol...too darn high...oh wellx...better luck next time..i guess...

English...k lar...gotta do acting of mariah hertogh tmr..i tink...lazi..sighx...apprantly..i will be a passerby...n hopefully..i won't get killed...=P...

Recess...jux bought a currypuff...at least had smth..was feeling a pain in my leg...

Chinese...sianxz...test...prepared to fail...1...haven studied...2...nvr read book...test was lyk so dam boring...was reading the comprehension n almost fell asleep...when i say a question i didn't noe...jux tikam...100% fail...if pass...miracle..

IT....lol...crapped in the lesson...

teacher: wad did we jux learn?..
me: nthxz...

lol...then zhi rong was changing the colours.."Huh?..(slightly high pitchy)...so erxinxz..."...lol...laugh until...lol...more i thought of it the more i laughed...

Lunch...got myself a burger...hm..recently been eating a lot of burgers...no wonder fast food are popular...they are "usually" good and easi to eat...~remembers the horrible sushi burger and anwar getting free sushi burgers~

Science...starting on physics this 5 weeks...my alive teacher...zzz...k lah...he was lyk...

Teacher: hu r the 2 science reps?
Zhi rong n others: Min han n Ming si
Zhi rong: no...Ming han and Min si...

Screw him...i mean lyk...there is a diff of "g"...don swop it...no longer sitting with galx..=P...wad a relief...but..1st lesson...giv us project le..kidding me..sianxz...

Went to locker to get my ncc stuff...changed...lined up...latr did arms drill...(arms=with rifle, drills=marching etc.) suddenly marching halfway right arm cramped...lol...gd thing i don have to move my right arm anywayx...latr PT...(Physical Training)...did push-ups...they were lyk...

We:1,2,3,4,5...
Sergeant:nvr shout properly start from 0..=.=...
We:...1....
Segearnt:Oi...i said start from 0...
We:...1...
Segearnt:Oi...start from 0 lar
We:~did 1 push up~...0...
Segearnt: start from 0...
We:...0...

kept that on at least 5 more times...then finally started real thing..1,2,3,4,5...then moved along with running...sianxz...ground was so freaking hot..i had to cheat a little..took out my wallet put under my left hand..at least my weaker hand had a slight advantage over my right hand...latr...after running 1 1/2 rounds..decided to giv up...reported sick..nt realli anyway...jux watched them...latr jux ended it n went home...sighx...life sure is boring...

Anywayx...any1 can advice me if i should spend some money for gifts for fun on valentine's?...i m extremely bored...

2006-02-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

Zzz...finally found out i had a reason to have this attitude...pessimistic...lame...sarcastic...annoying...

apprantly i m told by myself to keep away from galx...for

some weird reason...childhood?...

go figure...feeling sianxz...hopefully this can last for

quite a while...anywayx...todae

had history 1st...tink i realli pissed the teacher...she kept

pulling my hair...pluck out few

strands...zzz...then science...didn't get full for test...

careless 1 mistake...nvm...still can...

Recess...seeing nth interesting..jux did usuals...grabbed

a burger...and ate it..nth nice...

alive...watch some video abt the boys in duno wad country..

no job...so form soccer team...lol...

then need to write the hidden qualities of the guy next to me...

duno how to say geraldo...lazi to

tink anywayx...so jux put "i see no hidden qualities in u"...

gd enuff...=P...

maths...nth to say...nt realli anything interesting happen...

lunch...usuals...grabbed

a burger...ate it...drink...going to get fat lyk this?...nvm..doesn't

matter...homec...watched

a video showing about fast foods...after watching it...

i don't seem to lyk the methods

to make fast food healthier...and i tink i lost part of my taste for

the fast food at Mac. etc.

Went to TM with hamid, a.k.a shortfart. mei you xuan ze...bo liao...

met sara and nadiah...jux watch

them makan...didn't feel lyk buying 1 for myself..homec video...

apprantly...they are still figuring

wad to buy for valentine's...lol...hamid gonna buy che xuan a...

lol...something cute to galx...

to nadiah anywayx...u will probably see it...lol...then nadiah want

to get a squishy toy..say wad...

its so anwar...i mean lyk...wad do u tink of when you put ur hands

at normal level facing someone

and start doing a squishing motion...sick...i swear..the more i stay

with nadiah...the more i don't

understand her and the more confused i feel...latr went home...

had "tuition"...2 guys nvr come...other

guy came 40mins late...so had klaxx cancelled...=P...goodies...

sianxz..gotta sleep soon...getting

nagged...=.=...got a present from dad from cny...though...tink

1/4 of the klaxx noe it...till shortfart

actually told russell...and it jux kept spreading n spreading...

sighx...gtg...sleep...dam nag...

bbx all....or...to hu ever bothers to read this...hopefully no1...=P

2006-01-24T12:43:00.000+08:00

O...k...had a weird dream...dreamt of meeting...nvm...jux take it as a long friend...wonder how she's doing...anyway...later went to school...brought the 3 pears for the presentation for english later...

Starting of school...they resume morning digest...i hoped

for it to die away...hope i don't have to do that...

they even went to check for ankle socks...tell me..its our

lives...why do you care so much about small

detail lyk ankle socks...not lyk your gonna look at it for the

rest of your lives....

Lit...had test...k lar...though...i doubt i passed...

25 marks for 2 questions...briefly read through before the

test...duno about anne frank...do i look

lyk the type of person who cares about her?...y study her?...

Alive...duno must do wad your paradigmn...or smth lyk that...and the centre of your life..lyk so...wadevaxz...i gt nothing as the centre of my life...not lyk anybody should care about it...

Recess....grabbed myself a burger and quickly ate it and went

upstairs...had to rehearse for english..

the whole weekend didn't do it...so it lucky we had a short story

Maths...k lah...pak siong and zhir rong had their parents

informed for not bringing their books...

Don't bring don't bring lah...their own problem...

Chinese...ting xie and mou xie coming on thursday...

screw the teacher...think i am some kind

of smart aleck in chinese...wait till she sees my horrible

chinese results for exams...shock of her life?...

Hope to at least get an E or D...asking for a pass is kinda

too much for me to achieve...

Lunch...did a final rehearsal for english after grabbing

myself a burger...again...tok about

fast food...lol...nvm...nothing to do....

English...miss lee...sianxz...apprantly...she chose another group

first...then she change to our group...so

much for her "random" picking...end up had to act first...

at least we didn't screw up badly...k lah..

maybe pass...i hope...had to do english article by wed though...

Independent study...anythingxz...1 hour of my life gone...

never mind....doesn't matter...not lyk it

was the last and final hour of my life...zzz...hope things get better...

After school watching joe and neville argue with kai ting...

lol...funny...bloody funny...

kai ting was listening to music...then neville was asking if she pig or dog...then she cannot hear...so ask neville repeat...then neville say..nothing..lol...then 1 more time lyk that..

then latr kai ting finally heard wad neville said...then she said she not pig...then neville say if she not pig she dog...

then kai ting say she not dog...then neville say means she pig...

then kai ting say she not pig...then neville say she not pig then she pork..lol..end up kai ting say must think it over..

i ended up kept laughing...

then latr...neville say kai ting not wearing..duno wad...i didn't hear...

then joe was "nvr wear diapers?"...lol...

then kai ting called yee see come...

"yee see yee see come here...neville duno say wad i never wear..."..lol

yee see then latr ask neville to stop it..neville

say "wad...i never say anything...she ownself do de..."..lol...

can laugh until throat pain...then both neville and joe don't want

sit next to kai ting...neville say duno wad...

kai ting will bite de...lol...seriously..although irritating...

this was funny...freaking funny...neville was...

"k lah k lah...got limit de..."...lol..neville stopping?...don't think so..

at least got something to laugh about till next time..

lol..bbx...to hu ever even bothers to read this..

2006-01-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

zzz....quite a while since i posted in here...and it will be quite a while since i post the next time..since i am banned from my computer...zzz...today assembly...zhi rong kena caught...they thought was talking....paiseh is jux tuck in uniform...diaoxz...dismissed at 2pm...quickly went to locker to change take ncc shirt to change into...ncc start at 2pm...we released 2 pm?...dotxz...at least the staff kind kind understand...diaoxz...was late...end up take my shirt only...need to start lining up le...so changed at the lockers there =P....after joey left...hehe...thxfully...don need to change pants...ro i sure gone case...cox saw got 2 galx coming around the corner soon...sianxz...after that the training got a bit drill...then training for orientatring...or smth lyk that...ran almost 3km...ok ok...to netball galx this is lyk nth...to me...after few months of no running or training or wad so ever...that was hell...felt lyk dropping dead throughtout the whole dam thing...apprantly...my stamina is realli weak now...wow...managed...to write somewhat "long"...anyway...on my way back...met me primary school friend...she...lyk me...is sec 2 this year...but....lyk...ketot?...she is 139cm...lol...about 10cm shorter than neville...don't worry neville...you ain't the shortest...lol...jkjk...got some campfeast thing at ncc hq in feburary...2 days...staying overnite...on school days...guess i gottta find some1 to help me take note of what hmwk...maybe neville...or hamid...though...if i choose hamid..i gotta get someone to help me take note for chinese...sighx...growing up...decisions...decisions...children of fate...lol...k lah....gonna die if i keep using the computer...bbx...

2006-01-12T18:43:00.000+08:00

......sianxz...feeling weird....sad...confused and blank all at the same timing...and I wonder y...felt...kinda weird....yet...nice and relaxing...wish I noe y i feel lyk this...or y its relaxing...any1 got suggessions?...apprantly...got chinese ting xie tmr...sianxz....add on with hmwk....along with headaches with each chinese lesson...mega ouch....i jux hope this headaches will end...now...can some1 help me out to tell me about my 3 mixed feeling...weird...yet relaxing...any1?...

2006-01-07T10:41:00.000+08:00

Zzzz....sianxz arh...back to school...yesterday had m16 training...need to strip and assemble it...lol...some guy even tried to challenge his senior...tok about gone case...lose until veri...shameful..lol...then todae ncc training practice master parade all the whole 3 hours...heng heng not so hot...lol...wish it was drizzling all the way though...wonder what the sec 1 think of ncc...sux?...rox?...anywayx...cca orientation coming next week...feel like staying back a while to see them...maybe should....then again....i am lazi...=P...starting of the new year...wonder when i should go back to primary school.....maybe on teacher's day?...hope i actually make it...diaoxz...meet primary school friends again...zzz....good old dayx...all good things come to an end...=(...anyway...jux happy that now ncc ends at 5.30pm....instead of the usual 6pm+....=P...now...back to concentrate on work 1st...banned from games anyway...wad else to do...sighx...living in a world where my life is boring....nothing much to say...want to give it more life...anywayx...gonna write back "soon"...when i actually feel lyk it...=P...

2005-12-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

Zzz....so boring...holidays almost out...day in day out...jux stay at home...sianxz...so sad.....wish got something fun to do...well...at least starting to finish up hmwk...

2005-12-11T10:02:00.000+08:00

Lol....been quite a while since i wrote in here...anywayxz...jux went genting...=P...so fun...yet so cold..lol...11pm+....15-18 degrees...can get a cold lor...lyk inside an aircon room....veri fun...got indoor amusement park....so fun...they even had an arcade..to tink nicolas also went genting..met him at the arcade...lol...was tinking to leave this blog dead...since most of the time i busy playing games...anywayxz....its almost back to school again...so sad...somemore must chiong finish my hmwk...zzz....chinese...3 more articles...homec...screw it..haven start...I am so dead...anywayxz...back to playing...lol...heck care my homework for now....can finish before school atart arh...ok lah ok lah...as long nvr get killed by teacher..k le...

2005-11-14T07:34:00.000+08:00

Ahhh....back from camp...crappy camp...give me leg cramp for each day of the camp...had icebreaker games on the 1st day...sighx...until 12pm-1am then sleep until 6am...sighx...few hours...2nd day woke up then had to do physical training for 30mins...sighx...along with cramp...=.=...went to east coast park for some games hours later...zzz...most of the meals had to be cooked with mess tin....>.<...later went to sleep at 1am..lolxz..ended up slept 1am again..well...at least managed to sleep easily..unlyk the previous nite...finally back at home...can use computer..watch television...can really slack le...anyways...at least i got promoted...

2005-11-11T09:59:00.000+08:00

....jux great...woke up in the middle of the nite at 1.50am...thunderstorm...and kena a blackout...right when i m in the toilet..so suay...sianxz...tmr gt NCC camp...going to camp out in school over the weekends...hope i can get to meet the so called "ghosts" which i heard of so much from my other friends when they went for their camps...maybe i can make friends with the "ghosts"...lolxz...see how..don't think there is actually such a thing...sighx...tmr then i see how..

2005-11-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

zzz..kena runny nose..wthx is happening..m i sick or wad?...izit serious?..dammit..i wish this illness can jux make up its bloody mind...sighx...went for beach clean up jux now at east coast..at least gt CIP hours...feel like can drop dead jux now..runny nose...the sir even ask me to drink 2 bottles of newwater...i was lyk...wth..i don wan drink le u still force me..anywayx..came back home..showerx...downloaded more episodes of rave master..watch until episode 9 or 10 le..sighx...total 51 episodes to download..n i haven gotten it all...suan le..slowly collect...getting cold sweat...wonder wth is happening...sighx..maybe i done smth bad in my previous life..n this is punishment...o well...see how fate has been set...see if i was meant to die young...nvmx...hope i survive..=P..

2005-10-30T12:58:00.000+08:00

yay...birthdae in 1 week time...=P...kool...zzz..had to celebrate it with my cousin and my grandfather todae..they have the same birthdae i tink...hu knew?...anyways...my brithdae is next week...there is even my school's open house on the same day..lol...wad a coincidence...plus...there is a show on tv...cnt remember wad though...but i noe its smth gd...killing 3 birdies with 1 stone..lol...new phrase...wonder how much longer till i can get myself a handphone..maybe an mp3 also...or mp4..o.0...father so..don let me wan...diaoxz...maybe he scared i lose it..or too many calls...high bills...lots of money used...gonna wait it out...anywayx...ttfn...or..ta ta for now...

2005-10-29T12:59:00.000+08:00

IMT was fun..=P...never pass..but never mind...at least got pratice..roughly know how it's lyk in sec 3 when i go for live firing...the recoil was not that strong..luckily..but...kinda hard..the simulator..i had to shoot 4 times..the distance between the 2 furthest shots had to be 4cm or lower to pass...n the simulator the target set to 100m away..wth...so small...look lyk pebble lyk that..bloody small..the worst i had was 7.2cm..over by long shot..zz...4th best in the whole squad..kinda sux...hua jiang get marksmen..pro..came back home 7.19pm..tired until can drop dead...k ba..continue when i can...

2005-10-28T06:34:00.000+08:00

zzz...boring...tmr gt IMT shooting...zzz...somemore is last day of school..must empty locker..going to be hell...sighx...must be in full NCC uniform by 1pm...need to change during recess...dammit...going to be wearing NCC uniform during the area clean-up...somemore...the klaxxes we cleaning bo air-con...surely stuffy 1...at least the IMT might be worth all the trouble..i hope...=.=...zzz...continue writing tmr after the IMT...

2005-10-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

Sht...kena fever...skali dengue...sighx..this suxs...must drink so much water...somemore holidays coming...holidays hmwk too...skali i still sick during holidays..cnt have fun le..then no point having holidays...2 more days of skool...i wonder wad is wrong with me?...did i catch dengue..hope not..or i will be joining my maternal grandfather...*sobs*...hate this fever...drink so much until lyk wanna vomit...crappy clinic also nt open..dammit...must wait till 6.30pm...y m i so suay de?....hu the hellx go curse me?...that person can go 2 hell...sighx...toking crap...better go rest...

2005-10-21T11:44:00.000+08:00

Got some results from exam back le..miracle..chinese passed...hallujah...lolxz..1st time in the whole dammit year...

2005-10-14T11:28:00.000+08:00

Exams are over...but so boring le..wad de...hellx...

2005-10-13T08:28:00.000+08:00

Sianxz..exams left oni chinese listening..happi..but playing maple..so sian until lyk sht...dammit...

2005-10-11T04:30:00.000+08:00

rightxz...another weird dream...this is the 3rd day already..sighx..crappy sht..

2005-10-10T06:49:00.000+08:00

Another weird dream..wthx...how long is this gonna last?

2005-10-09T08:50:00.000+08:00

Boring..
Sianxz..
Study until feeling lyk wanna drop dead...sighx..

2005-10-09T01:55:00.000+08:00

Had the weirdiest dream ever...veri wthx...sighx..lit exam in 2 days...sure die..

2005-10-08T12:05:00.000+08:00

Got Syafiqah to teach me how to make this blog..currently..at its "birth" stage...slowly slowly...joto mato...

Dotxz...

2005-10-08T11:46:00.000+08:00

Exams are almost over..lit has to be next...n i gotta memorize all the dam darnit poems..screw it...Wthx...Seems lyk everything is nt meant to be for me...to me everything is impossible..and nth is possible..this is a crappy life...sighx..-.-"..if oni things were my way...

2005-10-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

******..you there?..where are you?...I wanna see you...sob...at least let me hear your voice...don be so bad....hear me out...I jux wanna see and hear ur voice one last time...Is that too much to ask for?..sighx..-.-"...life suxz...